Moving to London (Discountined)

Chapter 18

McKenna POV

Once I realized that Kayleigh was heading towards the gate, I followed her with my eyes ignoring what Andy had to say. Until I heard him say, "I never loved her. She was just a distraction for me until I found the right one." I watched Kayleigh's entire body language change. She then turned and looked at me. I could tell he fully broke her. I could tell there was nothing left of her after hearing that. Seeing her like that killed me, almost literally. Especially since she loves him more than anything. She loved him through his craziness and his grumpiness and all he can say is that he doesn't love her and he never did. I really want to hurt him. Scratch that. I would love to kill him right now, but I know that would make her hate me because she's still in love with him, no matter how much she denies it.

I tried calling her once she texted me she was on the plane and that she wasn't ever coming back, but she ignored it. I tried again but it went straight to voicemail. Crap she turned her phone off. I was in panic mode considering she's pregnant with his kids and will be for the next 7 months. I called her mom and she said she would make sure she didn't do anything stupid. I guess she just has a thing for assholes, even though I dont think Andy is an asshole. I just think he's trying to find a way out of being a dad at the age of 24, but does he realize she's gonna be a mom at the age of 22. I texted Rye what happened in the airport, and he's not happy about it. Lets just say when I get to the flat, Andy has it coming to him.

I arrived at the flat and when I walked through the doors, I heard sobs coming from someone. I realized they're coming from Andy. I walked into his room, and he has his phone up to his ear. I'm not sure what he's doing until he accidentally hits the speaker. He's listening to his voicemails, but to be exact, he's listening to Kayliegh's voicemail that I'm guessing she left for him today. Because she said something about going home today and never coming back and then she trailed off talking about giving the babies up for adoption once they were born, so that they wouldnt be a burden to anyones life. The last words she said killed me. I knew she wasn't ever coming back and nothing was gonna stop once she had the kids in a good home because all I heard was "Tell everyone that I love them and that I will be ok, but the world is better off not knowing about me or anything to do with me. These kids will be happily cared for by someone who loves them more than I ever could, and wants them more than I ever would. I just want to say one last thing to you Andrew Robert Fowler.  You officially broke me, and I thought no one would ever break me after losing my great grandmother. I guess I was wrong. One last thing, it doesn't matter what you do. You had my heart the moment you walked into my life, and you took my heart the moment you walked out of my life. With that being said, I will always love you." Then the line went dead. Andy finally looked up and just stared at me. I didn't know what to do or say. All that came out was how long ago was that left for you. Andy said it was left about an hour ago and that he has listened to it about 6 times. Andy finally admitted he just said that because he thought that it would make her stay and make her fight for him but boy was he wrong. He just pushed her away even more than she already was. He also realized that his bed had been sleep in alot so he asked who was sleeping there. I shouted at him "Kayliegh. That was the only place she would actually sleep you dumbass. You left her when she needed you the most. After you left her, she had nightmares for weeks about what Brad did to her. Hell, she's still having them. She's been worried sick about you and when she finally saw you, the only word out of your mouth is that she was just a distraction for you until you found the right one. Andrew you fucked up and you know it. I don't think you could ever get her back even if you tried. She's too far gone. You ripped her soul right out of her with those words. I watched the girl I have known my entire life become a heartless bitch in the matter of seconds because of what you said." By the time I was done, I was full blown crying. I couldn't stop. My best friend was gone, all thanks to a boy who broke her by saying he never loved her.

I don't know if I can make it in this crazy world without her. She is my rock. She is the only one that knows everything I have gone through in the short time I have been alive.

Losing aunts and uncles is hard. Losing a sibling will be even more difficult. I can't even imagine my life without her. Thinking about her not being her for my wedding or when I have kids, makes me cry even harder.

I can't lose her.