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#4part 2 What is that stuff?!

I woke up a while later with Declans arms still around me. Glad I could get a few hours of sleep. I got up and started making dinner since I was starving.

Just as I finished cleaning the dishes and stuff I used to cook Declan stumbled into the kitchen with droopy eyes and messy hair. He looked absolutely adorable.

"Hey. Food just finished if you're hungry." I said taking out two bowls for us.

We ate in silence untill I  got up to was the plates. I could tell he wanted to know what happened because he was getting fidgitty. I sighed" You want to ask me something? Ask. Dont be afraid to ask questions."

"What happened?" He asked.

"I got frustrated and angry and needed to let it out. Otherwise i would have lost it infront of many people. My episodes started after my parents left. And ever since then if I get too emitional I have to get to that room in order to stay sane." I said.

I said it with a double meaning so that I don't lie to him. Whichever meaing he takes is not my bussiness.

" I'll explain everything sooner or later however I want to know something. When is your birthday. I heard someone is having a birthday soon and I wanted to know if it was yours." I already knew it was his birthday but I had to change the topic.

He chuckled." Yeah its my birthday on saturday and you are definitely invited to the party on friday night."

I smiled "As long as you dont get too drunk then yeah sure. However can I steal you on Saturday? There's something I need to show you." I said.

"Yeah sure. Of course. What is it?" He chuckled.

"Nuh uh! Its a surprise" a very big one "I'll tell you on Saturday" I replied.

Declan left soon after, with the free time i had i decided to clean the basement while thinking how i was going to explain everything to him.

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