He turned against me, put his arms around me and pulled me close.
''I love you Alisha, please, please come back to me! I don't know how I go on without you, my little stranger, please...''
"Oh Adrian... I don't know what to say. You really care about me, I can see it in your eyes, they're so cold, but when you look at me, they light up.''
''Alisha, I've known you seen you were 16, your first job, your first coffee, I took that from you, and in return you ran with me, like no one ever has, and you stayed through it all and now... you're gone? All those years we spent together are gone, because I didn't look out for you, I regret that everyday, I would do anything to redo it, but now I'll have to make you remember, so that we can live those years again, do you understand that?''
"I do... And I wanna remember so badly, I feel like I know you, but it's not clear jet. I feel something in my heart every time you're near, like I know you, care for you. And it feels like I'm going mad over it? That's why I need to know, I feel like a different person with you, and when you're gone I feel like a part of me is missing. Do you understand that?''
''I do, and I wish I could just tell you everything, but we have to be careful!''
''I know.'' He stepped away from me and smiled.
''Come on, we only got today!'' He reached for my hand and took it in his.
''Ready?'' He smiled.
''Yes.'' I laughed.
We walked away from the place were we first met and moved on, I followed him, holding his hand tight, it was like I was afraid he'd let go of my hand, but he was holding just as tight.
''This is were we lived for the first year, your ''training'' year as we used to call it.''
''Training year?'' I looked at him, I could feel that he was about to let go of my hand, I tightened my grip and he looked at me.
''What's wrong?'' He looked sad.
''I just don't want you to let go, I'm scared.'' I looked down, he placed his hand on my chin, forcing me to look at him, look him in his beautiful, blue eyes.
''Why are you scared?'' He kept looking me in the eyes.
''I don't know, I guess it's kinda silly, huh?'' I put my hair behind my ear and tried to smile.
''You have nothing to be scared of, I'm here!'' He pulled me a bit close, still holding my chin, making me look at him, he was so beautiful.
''I know.'' I smiled. He bent down and whispered in my ear: ''I love you.'' At that moment it was like the world disappeared in front of us, he kept looking me in the eyes, leaning in against me, making me almost trip, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me close, I blushed, he leaned further and further against me, he closed his eyes. "Stop me if you don't want to do this.''
I smiled as our lips met, he moved one of his hands up to my cheek, moving it to the back of my head, he left the other one on my waist, he pulled my body against his, it felt like forever, which was nice, but it was only a short amount of time, he kept kissing me. And I didn't stop him, I didn't want him to stop, but then he broke the kiss, still holding me tight, smiling, while he tried to catch his breath.
''I'm sorry.'' He smiled.
''It's okay.'' I giggled.
''I'm not like this, normally, I just miss you, and I hoped it bring some memories back?'' He smiled at me, holding me so tight that our bodies were touching.
''Still nothing, I'm a afraid, but I did enjoy it though.'' I blushed and smiled.
''Good, I kinda hoped that you would go with me, on our adventure, if you have made up your mind? Of course you're gonna lose your job and probably not see your friends or family in a long time? But it's worth it, I promise you that!'' He looked at me and smiled, his eyes were locked to mine, and I couldn't help my self, I had to go with him! I needed to!
''Adrian, I do wanna come with you, there's nothing I'd rather do! But I need to say goodbye to everyone first? If that's okay, then I'm in.''
''Of course, I'm asking you to come with me, but I'm also asking you to make some of the rules, I'm not mean...'' He smiled, and i couldn't stop myself from smiling at him, he was so beautiful and filled with love, for no one but me. But why? Why me? He looked at me, with a concerned look, so I smiled at him.
''Please don't look so sad, I'm coming with you, why do you look so sad?''
''I worry about you, that's all.''
''And I couldn't thank you enough for caring, but I don't want to make you sad or anything, it's so weird because when you're looking at me, it's like you see my heart and every part of me and when I look at you, I just see you, those blue eyes, that don't belong to a boy, but a man who lived so many lives that he can't remember them all, and your heart is so pure and jet so scared, that no one can get pass it and jet you look at me with all the love you have left, and I think I'm falling on my nose here, without knowing why? But I'm ready to fall, if you promise to catch me everytime? And I'm ready to run, if you want to hold my hand everytime, and I'm more than ready to be with you on your adventures, if you promise that you hold me tight forever?'' I looked at him, and a tear ran down his face, no words, just that one tear and a smile that slowly crossed his beautiful lips.
''I promise.'' He walked over to me, grabbed me around my waist and pulled me in for a hug, I smiled at him.
''I'm glad to have you almost back with me Alisha.'' He kissed my forehead and tightened his arms around me.
Was this how being in love felt like? Or was it an illusion I had made up in my mind? Was he real? Was I dreaming or had i lost my mind even more? But I liked the way it felt, I felt loved and wanted and I never wanted to let this feeling go. He could have all of me, and I wouldn't ask for anything in return.
He looked at me and smiled.
''Don't worry, I won't let go of you, I'll show you the world and even more, and I will never let you go again, not unless you want me to.''
I smiled and took his hand.
''Please don't ever let me go again, just hold me tight everyday and never let me go. I love you, I'm sure of that, I don't know much about you, but I love you, and I wanna be with you forever... And it sounds like a cliché, but I mean it.''
''Don't speak another word, just stand here with me, and share this moment.''
He smiled at me, we stood there with no words, nothing more than silence and smiles.
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The man of my dreams.
Romance"He is in my dreams every night, I can't see his face, he just stands there and suddenly I hear a whisper: be careful, he says, and when I wake up I can't remember his voice only his words. I was running, to where I do not know, with who I do not re...
