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You said you'd come back
You promised you'd come back
Were are you
I know your still with her
But
I miss you
I miss my friend
I mean you destroyed me
And I'm still trying to under stand how I didn't know you were toxic
But look at you
Huge smile
Blue and gold eyes
I mean your eyes were home
You saw my tears and promised me
Your stay
That if you left
We would always find our way back to each other
So
Why don't you come back
Why did I get told you hate me
Why don't you talk to me
I mean
You have my number
But you blocked me
For what
Her?
I mean
I get it
She's blond
Blue eyes
And you are happy with her
But
Why dose that take Away your ability to be my friend
To let me call you
To let me hug you
Why
Why did you call me thos names
Why did you say you have never loved me
Why am I the only one hurting
How do I know
Your gonna come back and do this again
It's so toxic
I mean
Thos names
The things you called me
Yet I still treat you like a God
Why
So you can break me
      Again
Why
What did I do
That made you hate me
All I ever did was love you
    

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