It's A Wonderful World

Episode 1: Far Far Away

My name is Aki and im 15 years old. I've been having the worst thoughts of my life ending soon enough, for me i just couldn't be alone for my entire life. My dad passed away 7 years ago, and now my mom has passed away recently. My family members didnt take me in because they always hated my mom, they always wanted my dad to marry someone else instead of mom. They now hate me since i was born from her, they even call me "disgusting" sometimes but i didnt really cared because i had my mom atleast by my side. Now im all alone and day by day i can feel my memories from my mom disappearing and going far far away to some other place. I havent gone to school in a while but i dont want to go since everyone hates me and despises me in that school. This world has always been cruel to me, but for some reason my mom never agreed with that. Ever since i was little i would see the news and they would always say the same thing about people dying in car accidents, people getting murdered, Suicide, or innocent people getting shot than announced dead later on. I hated the way this world worked, full of violence and death. This world was already hell to me since the start and didnt feel like living in a world like this. My mom would always tell me " Even if their is violence, death, corruption, or sadness in this world. Its also a beautiful world, this world created me and made to have a happy life even though if people were in my way i would still move forward. I than met your dad and i was so happy that i met him. With out the world you wouldn't exist Aki, This world wants you to grow and have a life of your own. This world is beautiful and im thankful i had such a happy family, ever since i was little i would dream of having a beautiful family and it came true. Focusing on your own life is what you need to be focus on, try to cherish the memories you make with you own mother, okay?" I tried my best afterwards but even now i cant, not anymore. Both my parents left me and now im all alone with no one to support me. But ill keep waiting until its time to say goodbye to this cruel world.