no feelings

Introduction

Hi my name is jungcook. I am 20 years old.I live with my mom for now,also I work at a cafe,full time to earn enough money to pay my way thru college.Even though I have enough money to pay for college. I want to have enough to start my own business at a cafe.My dad used to beat on my sister until I killed him with a glass bottle.He was an addict and my mom tried to get him cleaned.
A few years earlier it turns out my mom has cancer and before I get started on my cafe business .I want to pay for the treatment. My sister is a straight A student and colleges are already giver her scholarships,I'm really proud of her. When I found out that my dad was a addict. I promised myself that I would be the best father to my child or children. I was going to make sure that I will always be there for them And teach them the importance of GOD. Also one of  my hobbies is gymnastics. I couldve went to the nationals,but I stayed to help my mom and sister. I really love them,I even. Loved my dad before I found out he cheated on my mom. I forgave him and to never step  foot in my mom's house again. I gave him two Chance's. The last chance. When. I came In late for work I heard screaming from inside the house. I ran out of the car and ran straight into the house and found my dad raping my sister. Now this is where the glass bottle comes in at. I roughed him for a while. Be started chocking me and so I saw a glass bottle Remy Martian empty. I grabbed the glass bottle hit my dad upside the head with the Remy Martian glass bottle. I called the ambulance and they took him to the doctor. A few years later I found out he wasn't  dead. I regretted what I did from that day on. I tried to apologize to him. but all he did was ask me for money to get drugs. When I said no he banged my head on the brick wall after I woke up from my coma. 20 dollars was gone out of my pocket, luckily I always have my money in wallet and shoe.I finally woke up in the hospital.