Sexual Desire

Chapter 3

I woke up to a dry taste in my mouth. I had fallen asleep on Nick's couch, and he or Kenan had draped a blanket over me. I got up and wandered Into the kitchen in search of a glass of water. After I took a few sips, I turned around to go back to sleep. It was still dark, so it was probably around 3. As I turned past the corner and into the living room, I saw Nick standing infront of me. I opened my mouth to scream in shock but he placed a hand over my mouth. " Don't wake everyone up," he whispered. He threw my 90 pound teenage body against the wall. My heart started beating faster. "What are you doing!?" I asked, his hand still over my mouth. "Whatever I want to you. The card said I could," he softly whispered as his eyes moved up and down my body. I felt hot. I wanted him to let me go, but I also wanted him to take advantage of me. I was so confused. He placed his free hand on my shoulder. "I'm just kidding. You wouldn't be able to handle it, you're a virgin." he coldly whispered into my ear. The word stung like a bee. Virgin. I suddenly got mad. "I can handle it. There's probably not much to handle if you aren't giving it to me," I said smugly as I gave him a cold glance for not abusing me. His eyes widened, and his grip on my shoulder got tighter. His lips touched mine. It felt like a bolt of electricity had shot through me. I kissed back. He parted my lips and slid his tongue in my mouth. Our tongues danced with eachother. He pulled his mouth away from mine. "Can you handle more,virgin?" he asked with an evil grin. I looked deep in his eyes and didn't know what to say. I suddenly broke free of his grip and pushed him onto the couch. I got on top of him and sat on his lap. I pressed my lips against his. His fingers slid up my thigh and rested on the lining of my shorts. "Is this ok, Virgin?" he asked as he took a breath. "Yes!" I moaned a little too loud. The lights suddenly came on, and both of us looked at the doorway. Kenan. "Woah, did I interrupt something?" he asked. I was about to say yes, but Nick immediately said no and stood up. He went back upstairs to his room. Kenan looked back at me and mouthed "nice job, virgin" before treading back to his room. I was overwhelmed with a feeling of sadness. I was about to go all the way with the boy of my dreams. Maybe this was a sign it just wasn't meant to be.