"Baby, don't penalize me if my words are slurred & my breathing is heavy. But I have a couple of things I need to release from my mental into your ears if you let me. I just want to take a second to admire your view. Hypnotic are your eyes. Dimples as deep as the Mississippi River as it so eloquently touches the bay. Skin, as smooth & as bright as a newly manufactured penny waiting to be tucked away in my pocket." Gazing upon your face puts my heart in a race & for an instant I can't breathe. My palms become sweaty. Throat as dry as the Sahara dessert in mid July. My eyes begin to gloss over. I blink twice to clear my vision. "What was I saying ?? Aww yea, that's right. My main focus is remaining focused & staying fixated on your presence. They say the deepest love leaves the biggest scar but with you it's like I'm in heaven." I grab a hold of your hand & interlock our fingers as if I'm holding on for dear life. Leaning forward I begin to stare a hole in your soul & before my mind begins to process my body begins to take its tole. I kiss your neck & make a trace of an "L" until I reach your lips. Hesitation approaches but I quickly dismiss it because I can no longer withstand another second in rehab. "Save me baby. I need my fix. I need my medicine. I promise it's only one hit. I'm so precise with this decision that I start to believe it myself. One hit? Who I am kidding? I desperately need some help. But I'll say & do just about anything to have him needle deep piercing my veins. I'm his junkie & I don't care. Truth be told, I have no shame.
