Its been a long time since I thought that I could have you.
I thought that having you in my life could change the way I live.
A promise of you makes me long for the future.
A future full of aspirations and a sense of living.
Several years had gone by, when the opportunity came for me to have you.
At last, I started to make the first step to reach you.
I can still feel the excitement of my heart at that moment.
But the excitement slowly faded as I started my journey towards you.
The road is slippery that I could not lift my foot to move forward.
I just stood at the starting point with teary eyes, watching you at the end of the road.
Being there, made me realized that I am just a wrong dreamer for that right dream.
A part of me dies at that moment.
But I had no other choice, but to turn my back on one of my life's long dream.
