It's been almost 5 months. 5 months where I've felt so many emotions at once, where I've been feeling lost, where I've asked myself where I went wrong every day. Till this day I still don't understand how everything happened, how you made me yours. Everything was so unexpected and I still don't know how to feel about it. I have everything I want in front of me yet I can't have it all to myself. Most of the time I wish I could let go but at the same time I'm afraid to lose you and it's stupid because I have many reasons to leave but I always make an effort to find one to stay.
