Rock Bottom- (Really bad Poems..)

Part 1

How can you tell the people that you love, that you aren't getting better?

That you still feel the pain so deep that it becomes part of you.

That it has chosen a room in your mind, locked the door, and threw away the key.

That all you want to do is feel a different kind of pain.

That you'd rather feel physical pain than mental and emotional.

Because physical pain draws your attention away from you thoughts that are drowning you.

I attempted to drink away my pain. However the pain learned to swim, and dragged me down to a new level of rock bottom.