It's been three weeks since that kiss.
That kiss that meant nothing.
The kiss that only happened because of The hurt we both felt.
Yet...
I still feel strange.
I feel like that kiss was real.
The more I think of it the more I realize that I liked it. Not only did I like the kiss but I like him.
Yes. I like him. Jeon Jungkook.
It's ridiculous I Know.
I just got out of a relationship and so did he but I mean we are married. We have been spending a lot of time together to do our recent debut. Preforming back to back these last few weeks has been tough. Yet we still have our song as number one on the charts and received many awards.
Although we are always together there's still this distant feeling. It's like I don't know him at all.
I wish I did. I wish I knew him for all that he is. For all his flaws. His imperfections. Yet I don't know him at all.
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I woke up in the middle of the night.
I hear a sound coming from the kitchen and I start to get scared.
Is there someone in the house?? What do I do?
I grabbed the baseball bat that I keep near my door and I creep down the stairs.
I began to tip toe into the kitchen.
I screamed and swung the bat as I seen someone standing in my kitchen.
The bat stopped mid swing and I opened my eyes to see jungkook
"YAH JEON JUNGKOOK YOU SCARED ME!!"
"Mianhae Y/N-ah. I was just getting water" Jungkook said while laughing at me
I punched his chest "yah it's not funny"
"Yes it is. Oh I wanna talk about something"
I got curious and sat on the kitchen counter and looked at him.
"What is it?" I asked tilting my head to the side.
"Let's start over" he said.
"What do you mean?"
"I just think we got off on the wrong foot. Let's start over and be friends" he said while flashing a smile at me.
Friends?? Wae? We are married and I... I like you...
"Oh. Okay. Let's start over then." I said as I flashed a smile at him.
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Sorry it's short.
Thank you for 500 reads😊
(/(One day you will realize my love for you. But by then it'll be too late. I won't wait for you forever.)\)
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