I felt the world spin beneath my feet, but no one else did. I know this, because later, afterwards, I asked. It was a normal day for everyone but me. People think I am a snotty spoiled girl, but in reality, I push people away. I'm afraid of what will happen when I finally snap, because I know that someday I will. I can feel that the day is coming, it's been getting harder for me lately but I will never tell.