"i thought you were a guy, that's why we even answered your craigslist offer!"
"well i look like a little boy so i think that's good enough, am i right?"
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the dinner at first had remained silent. the only thing evident was the sound of the silverware against the plates once every couple of seconds. i did not dare to even look up form my spot as i was already too embarrassed in doing anything. i had been in utter denial that everyone had heard my urge in wanting to have sex with alex and the whole situation had just continued to play through my head repeatedly. the thought of how badly i screwed this up lets me have the desire to burst into tears. yet i had not wanted that more until they had spoke up.
"so i really think we need to break the ice now and i'm just going to say it." troy get outs causing everyone's eyes on the man who clears his throat. his head turns to the theatre teacher as he takes a deep breath. "joey wants to fuck you and i really don't see the problem with that. if i were i would be jumping for joy but i guess that's just me because i know her and she's an amazing girl." he explains as his first sentence had made my eyes widen.
in fact it also almost had let alex choke on his food as i shake my head when covering my ears. "i think there were good intentions there but you kind of messed that up when you said the first thing, bro." grayson confirms which lets me nod now as i take a deep breath when putting my fork down.
"excuse me, i just need some air." i state when getting up from my seat and walking to the bathroom instead.
"if you wanted to go outside you missed the door!" troy hollers as i grip onto the bathroom sink when staring at myself in the mirror. what shows is my reflection of pure anxiety and regret of even doing this.
"hey joey." i know the voice comes from alex and when it does it causes me to jump slightly as i turn around. my eyes on the man who has his hands stuffed in his pockets as he takes a few steps toward me.
"listen alex, i am so sorry for all of this. i really did plan a better dinner without the whole degrading conversation i had with ethan. so i-"
"i want to also. like big-time." he interrupts me as i stop mid-sentence. my lips faintly parted as i stare with knitted brows.
"you what? wait you do, oh my god." i say with a smile growing on my lips as one does as well on his. my hands going to push away my bangs softly as alex walks closer now.
"yeah big-time. like i would love to do it all the ways you said as well as having the piece of pumpkin pie you offered off of yourself." he tells me as i laugh nervously now with the close proximity between the both of us. along with his palm now cupping one side of my cheek.
"well wow, i didn't expect this outcome. you know i also-" i was beginning to rant once more until the man's lips had been found on my own. the softness of them as well as the contrasting roughness in his intentions with the kiss. it causes my hands to embellish in the depths of his hair as i hum within these actions. suddenly my legs wrapping around his torso when he pushes me against an empty space of the wall where my back only arches as he kisses from my jaw to my neck within seconds.
