The idea of school didn't really scare me but it made me feel so, I don't know. Things were going through my brain and I just didn't want to face the fact that I was going into an environment where everyone was totally normal and I was just that one girl who has nothing to do with anything. The one girl who thinks she can but knows she can't.
Wondering how I was gonna get through it was tough. I hadn't had prepared myself. My childhood was all safe and dreams but it just doesn't seem right anymore. The way I word my sentences is different and the opinions I give are different and the things I give opinions on are different. Everything about me is different. I'm just one big different mistake.
