Metrosexual ☆ Jin

Overthinking

Jin's POV

"Jin are you sure that you don't got a thing for Nada? Asked Namjoon

"I know I do." I sighed

"Then what's wrong? Go for it. She's clearly interested."

"But what if she ends up like the others?" I asked him worried

That's my only concern. I've never had a great past with girls. My last relationship ended two years ago. I got dumped.

"I'm sorry Jin. I can't do this anymore. You're not enough male." were her last words.

This is one of the reason why a lot of girls do not approach me.

"Me dating Seokjin? Don't be silly he wears makeup!" They giggled

This is one of the reply girls say the most when someone ask them about me.

And even when I got approached it wasn't for the good reasons. I was used as a pawn for girls to be close to my friends so they could get a change to date them. I gave up on girls when I got dumped by the one I loved for not being enough of a male. It hurts me because it is not even my fault. I didn't chose to be like that.. it's just how I am. Girls did nothing but to deceive me and that's why I distanced my self from them when it comes to a love relationship.

"Even though I'm still salty that she turned me down, she doesn't seem like those other bitches. She really does want you." Continued Namjoon

"And what makes you say that?" I asked him

"Be serious. Nada is a straightforward girl. She doesn't play no game. She don't got the time for that." He answered

"I'm not sure about it. I should avoid any relationship at the moment." I admitted

"Not at the moment? Then when will be the right time?" He asked me tired of my shit

"..."

"Jin you got a great opportunity right now.  Take it. No need to lock on yourself. You too deserve to be loved." He explained

"You're right. I'm just afraid.." I confessed

"Don't be a pussy. Get some pussy." He said

[...]

I went out for a walk on a Saturday night. I needed some fresh air after overthinking the whole day. This girl really got me feeling some type of way and because of that I am a mess right now. I was feeling pretty much thirsty. I walked to toward the convenience store so that I could get something to drink. Crap, I should have called yoongi since he's active at night but never mind it's too late. I'm already outside and I do not feel like waiting for him. I entered the convenience store, bought a strawberry milk drink then sat on the counter. I unlocked my phone to see that the group chat is active.

MYG: Anyone down to go club?

Mrstealyoshordy: You bringing some bitches?

Your hope: Joon no ones want your greasy ass

Jk: I'm down

Chim: It's boring tonight so I'm going

Taetae: But there's church tomorrow.. Jin you reading our messages. Are you coming?