Broken

{Hey guys my names Dionne but you can call me Dee. Im a huge Mahomie and this is my first story so i hope you enjoy it}

•• PROLOGUE ••

Have you ever felt like your fighting your own war in life. With no one helping you through hard times. No one to sit beside you and comfort you telling you everything will be fine, even with loads of friends and family with you everyday, you always feel so trapped and alone.

My life right now revolves around waiting for someone to come save me from the deep ocean of depression I'm drowning in at the moment, my heart is scattered into a million pieces everywhere and i cant seem to hold myself together. I honestly thought he loved me for me. But that turned out to be a huge lie. He only wanted me for my looks and for the money.

My name is Amelia Ventori. Im 17 years old and I'm a model. Ive done modelling for hollister, ralph lauren, river island, ambercrombie and fitch, Victoria secret and a few other named brands. Ive been on loads of magazine covers, and I earn quite a lot of money each week. Im not being bold and I'm not bragging but I'm well known around the world.

You probably think i live the best life ever right? Well if you thought that then your wrong. It is very stressful to be a model, you've got to stay in shape, eat healthily, get up early for shoots, fly across the world for fashion week, get your hair and makeup done for events which takes ages, i barely manage and it is a pain but i do love my job. Apart from that i don't really have time to just chillax or go shopping or have sleepovers like normal 17 year old teenage girls. Or even have time for a boyfriend... I just broke up with Cameron Dallas from magcon, we became friends then one day he took me out for a picnic and asked me out. He made me fall deeper than i ever would have imagined. And then he wrecked me and shredded my heart up. I found out he was cheating on me with my old best friend Kendall Jenner. Yes i was torn apart and i still am. Ive been so depressed lately, but no one knows, I've hidden it all from the people i love because i don't want them to worry about me. The only person that does know is my best friend Holly, shes there for me and shes trying to help me cheer up but it isn't working.