I still miss you. Yes, I do.
It's been almost 3 months since you left me.
Yes, I've been in pain. I cried for almost a week. I can't even sleep at night thinking about what went wrong. I'm always asking my self what was lacking and what went overboard?
Hard to admit but yes, I've cursed you in my mind for almost countless times. I can't help it. It was so painful. I am becoming misserable day by day.
We almost planned everything for our future together. Yet you've changed. You became cold. Why?
It's funny and ironic thinking that I have so many questions to ask about us yet I don't even have the courage to have closure just yet. I can't. 3 months, yet I'm still in pain. Who wouldn't feel pain? You left me, baby. Left me with so many questions.
And maybe seeing you once again might make me set my hopes high that we can still be together once more. But I know that wouldn't happen, yet I'm still hoping. I told you, seeing you might set my hopes high once again.
What are your reasons? Maybe, there are so many reasons for you to leave me, but have you ever considered staying for just one reason? And that reason is because you love me?
I am moving on, but I know that the scar you've given me will stay forever. I will just utilize every painful sorrow for a matured civility and self worth.
Will learn to wake up every morning knowing I don't have you by my side anymore.
Will learn to love myself even more and just be happy with what's left of me.
Will learn to forgive but will never forget.
