L O S T {Depressed Deku x Todoroki}ON HOLD

Everyday

Izuku PoV

Today is like every other day...Get up, learn, train.The regular routine.What's so exciting?Why did I decide to become a hero?This was all pointless..Stupid, and useless.

"Hey, Deku-Chan!"Uraraka waved.

"Hey."I gave a fake smile and waved."How are you, Uraraka-Chan?"

"I'm great!How are you?"She asked, as she walked up to me.

"Great!Everything's good!"I lie through my teeth.

Iida walked to us and motioned us to sit in our seats, because the everyday routine was starting.

"Hello, class."Aizawa-Sensei said, as he walked in.Tired, as usual.

"Today, we-"His voice turned into rings.I couldn't hear anything but silence and that annoying ringing noise when you are alone.Well, I guess it's not that annoying.I'm always alone.

The bell rang, I sat up and left the classroom before everybody else.

I don't know why.How did I get so depressed?Is it because life doesn't seem that interesting anymore?

I know suicide is stupid.It's dumb and it'll only hurt others..But..What's the point when there's nobody to love you?Nobody to miss you?Sure, there's my mom, but...Would she really miss me?

I don't hurt myself.I think it's stupid and pointless.But, I can understand it.

Maybe today..Maybe today, I don't have to deal with this pain anymore..If I just..Killed myself..?

I shake my head as I walked back to the my classes shared dorm.

I walk into my room and lay on my bed.Contemplating whether or not I should actually kill myself..

All the thoughts of Kacchan-No, Katsuki telling me to kill myself flooded into my head.

"Maybe Katsuki is right.."I mumble to myself, while I lay in bed.

My eyelids eventually get heavy and I fall asleep.

~next morning~

I open my eyes, sadly, and get up to get changed.

I grab my phone and walked to the common room.

It was a Saturday morning, I walk downstairs to go get coffee.

I look to the coffee machine and see Katsuki standing there.

"Good morning, Katsuki.."I yawned.

As soon as I said 'Katsuki', his head shot to me and he said,"What the fuck?Katsuki?Did you finally lay off the dumbass puppy names?"He mocked.

His words don't even affect me anymore..

"Yeah..I guess so.."I rub my eyes.My eyebags getting worse everyday.

"Oi, what's with ya!?You lay off the dumb puppy names and now you're being a disrespectful little prick!?"He growled.

"Sorry.."I apologize, as I turn away from my childhood friend.

I still care about him..He may be my bully but he was my first friend..I guess he did improve..He's not as ruthless as he used to be, at least.

I was greeted as I walk into the common room.I greet my....'friends' back and sit down on the couch.

I look up to see Todoroki-Kun staring at me.

Todoroki PoV

Midoriya has been acting...Strange recently.

He has been leaving the classroom faster than he used to.He's talking less and smiling less.

Where's the Midoriya we all love?The Midoriya I've fallen in love with..

I stare at him, looking at his eye bags and his horrible posture.

He looks extremely tired and has been seen slumping around instead of walking.

I'm sure the other students have noticed as well.

Uraraka walked up to Midoriya and asked,"Hey, Deku-Chan...Are you alright...?"Mina walked up and added"Yeah, you've been smiling a lot less, lately."

"Yeah, I'm fine!I'm just tired, is all."He smiled.More like..Fake smiled."I can't really sleep that well, is all!"

"Well, you should really sleep..We're all worried about you.."Kirashima walked up.

"No, guys!!You don't have to worry about me.I'm just tired!Thank you for caring, though."He smiled.

"Alright...Just call us when you need to.."as Uraraka reluctantly walked away.

Night fell and we all walked back to our respective rooms.Well, all except Midoriya and I.

He leaves the dorm as I follow.He was heading to the bridge.

What if...No..He's too logical for that..

Is what I initially thought, before I see Midoriya walk to the edge of the bridge.Crying and mumbling apologizes.