Too far gone (Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

'Let me be the one to save you'

No Ashton I can't be saved I'm too far gone...

I sat on the bathroom floor blood trickling down my arm no one knew that this is what I did alone at night to be honest I'm sure no one cared that was until I met Ashton. I had never met someone so caring and sensitive as him he had the same problems as me but I didn't realise until the month before I lost him forever and no it wasn't a freak accident it was my fault he was so busy trying to save me that he lost himself. I'm going to tell you the story of my life right up until this day...

I had an average day at school, the normal, boring lessons, getting pushed around by people, that kind of stuff. I walked home and unlocked the front door I threw my stuff on the couch and went upstairs, I jumped onto my bed and put my headphones in I like to just lie there and think about life, an hour later I heard my mum come in as usual she made no effort to see if I was okay or if I had a good day but I didn't care.

I fell asleep listening to music.

The sun shone threw my window straight into my eyes I got up an pulled on some clothes, a jumper and a pair of jeans I grabbed my stuff and headed to school.

We were sat in first lesson, Mr Brown had just started to rattle on about biology when the head walked in, 'This is your new classmate Ashton he is from Australia." the head announced, stood behind him was Ashton he was the average height for a 15 year old boy he had light brown straightened hair and he wore big glasses, I heard the cooler people sniggering obviously about the new classmate.

Ashton hesitantly walked in 'Ashton you can sit next to Amy she will show you round today' Mr Brown said

'Okayy' he said quietly.

The new boy slumped down in the seat next to me and got out a pen he got straight to work writing down notes.

The bell went and everyone filed out the classroom. I'm not one to introduce myself but he seemed very shy so I walked straight up to Ashton

'Hi I'm Amy'

'Heyy I'm Ashton but you can call me Ash' he replied his Australian accent shining through, it was so cute there was something about him I found really attractive.