Hopeless

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Dawn's pov

"If only each one could read eyes and click at the soul of one's heartbeat, the world would be such a better place."

Having been lonely for centuries hurts. It sucks when you get hurt so much that you get used to it and it's even more worse when even words can't explain the hell your going through.It only takes one , just one person to shatter your soul and also, just one person to heal it.

  I layed on the abandoned school ground which was a few minutes back filled with laughters of people and filthy stares, wondering myself if it was too much for a sixteen year old to handle. I gently tapped on the bruised area of my arm in hopes that I would awaken from my horrorland.

I shivered as I got up and and looked at my skinny jeans and T-shirt absorbing the dripping  water from my dark brown hair. Reluctantly, I headed towards the place I dreaded the most. School. Yeah school seems like the place where you have the best time of your life right?Well , not for me. It's the place where fear strikes me the most.

I walked down the halls of misery.I had a sick feeling in my stomach and more , I didn't even have to apply a fake smile which made it much less worse. I walked towards my locker avoiding eyes on me. I was opening it to remove my books for the first periods on the first day of school when it slammed shut and suddenly i felt a rough push from behind and the next thing i was on the floor.

The worse thing was I expected this year to go by peacefully. I din't look up. I knew it was him . My bully. Zander Rogers. It was he who was responsible for basically turning most of my middle school life into a hell hole.

I stood and met those emerald green eyes, even though they looked attractive, demons hid behind them.His 6'1 height always teased my 5'6 height.  He inhaled his ciggeratte as he came closer towards me and bent down as strands of his jet black hair flew over his forehead. He bent down, his face inches apart from mine and blew smoke from his mouth  all over my face. His jocks began to laugh as I turned and started to run coughing as I inhaled the smell into my nostrils while hearing giggles as i passed them.

I reached  the washroom and hid in one of the stalls. After calming down , which took years to, i thought what life would have been if he hadn't been in it,And  also if my ass of a father hadnt run away with another woman abandoning me and my mother.

I never knew why I was zander's target all these years. It happened when I was 10 years old in 5th  grade when my father made the decision of leaving me and my mother for marrying another woman , the love of his life. I wasn't a victim of bullying before, but all my joys of a normal teenage girl was robbed when zander knew how pathetic and weak I had become and starting showing his true self to me.

The friends I had made had all faded away  just because they couldnt  dare to speak up to his bullying.I hated him for that. He made me feel miserable and lonely those years I endured. He had seemed the most handsome and charming guy from exterior but internally I knew his true self.

He looked down upon everyone most probably because he was born in a rich family but that didnt make it worse . What made it worse was the fact that he used his background strength to cover up people's mouth in all the bad he did and he loved seeing people desolate . He was a bad boy,

And,

Little did i know he was broken too.

Cast

Dylan Wang as Zander Rogers
You as Dawn Reeves

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