pregnant by a gang leader (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 5: Moving In part 2

Elena-
"Are you apart of the gang, Ben?" I asked.
He sighed then said " yes I am, so is Taylor."
"What!" I said in shock.
"We didn't want to tell you." He said," to keep you safe."
"Safe? Safe from what? Never mind. But is Xavier apart of it?"
"What? The gang? Yeah." He said.
I run straight upstairs. I was so angry. I wasn't sure if it was my hormones or what but I was angry. How can I be safe when a gang leader got me pregnant! Right now, I wasn't mad at Taylor, I just wanted her or my dad. Mostly my dad. I miss his hugs. I miss his corny dad jokes. I really miss when he said" you can never e-Snape a good dad joke." It's so cringy! But I will listen to it. Or any. Just 1. From my dad. I felt a tear slide down my cheek. Then another. Then another. Then they all just kept coming. I heard a knock on my door and I answered it. It was Jessica.
"Hey,"
"Hey." I said.
"Listen, I know your upset with Ben but the nurse said you need to eat so I brought your favorite, chicken mac'n cheese."
"What? How did you-?"
"Ben told me."
"Of course."
"Here. Eat. I'll stop by in a hour."
"Thanks."
" no problem."
After she walked out I took a small bite with one noodle on the fork and ate it and sat down. After about 5 minutes I felt like I was going to throw up. I ran into the bathroom and you know what happened. After I throw up I walk over to the bed and I fall asleep.
                     An hour later
I woke up to the door creaking open. I saw Taylor walk in. I smiled the got up and hugged her.
"Oh I was so scared!" She exclaims
At this moment my hormones had kicked in and I was crying no cross that sobbing in her shoulder.
"I missed you." I managed to get out.
"I missed you too."
We were hugging for about 30 minutes but I started to feel bad and sat down.
"So, who do you like it here?"
"It's like a stripper bar here Taylor."
She laughed and held the mac'n cheese in front of me. She took a bite of it. Oh no she didn't.
"BITCH DON'T TOUCH MY MAC'N CHEESE!"
She laughed and started feeding it to me. After we finished the mac'n cheese Jessica walked in.
"My stupid ass brother wants to see you Elena, you don't have to."
"No, I don't want to keep the prince waiting."
They both laughed as I walked downstairs. When I got down there he was talking to someone who looked like,
"Xavier!"
I ran and hugged him, then we came out of the hug and I smacked him upside the head.
"Ay! What was that for?!"
"Nothing I just needed to smack someone."
I hugged him back as he laughed. When I came out of the hug I looked at Jax.
"So what did you all me down here for?"
" to, Xavier." He said while he glanced at Xavier to leave.
Xavier left and he continued talking.
"To fix our seeing of each other."
I laughed. " our seeing of each other?! Ok, I won't see you as the douche that got me pregnant and the bastard that has his own gang."
"Ok and I won't see you as the damsel in Distress." He said smirking.
"I'm not. A Damsel in Distress."
" fine your not." He put air quotes when he said not.
"Fuck you." I mumble.
"Oh sweetheart, I've already done that."
I laughed." Ok that one was pretty good."
"Thanks I've been working on it."
I rolled my eyes and pinched him. " ok but first no corny jokes."
"Ok."
"Secondly, no gang talk around the kid after he or she is born."
"Got it."
"Thirdly, no strippers around me. I'll throw up."
"Ok."
2 months later
Me and Jax have gotten pretty close over the past months.I'm now 3 months and 1 week pregnant and I have a small bump growing. Jax seems to be happy. I've actually have a small feeling for him. But whatever. My dad has forgave me ever since for his birthday I gave him a picture of my first ultrasound. Today is hazels birthday so we (me, Xavier,Taylor, and Ben) are heading to my house. And we have 2 cakes, one with a certain type of icing because these babies are stingy. Oh yeah, we've figured out that I'm having twins. But we won't find out the genders until next month. But sometimes I wish I weren't here. I want my freedom. I want to enjoy my pregnancy without 2 Guards with me at all times. But I like it here. I really like Jessica. I'm thinking about making her a god mother for one of the twins and Taylor the other of course. But I've learned that jax has a little brother who is older than Jessica. His name is Adam. But he's cool. I like him better than Jax haha. I am grabbing the rest of my stuff today and then I'll be completely moved in at the clubhouse ( the name of Jax's Clubs hangout) and I'm excited! I think. Anyway, I've started school again and I hate it> no one knows I'm pregnant but in the middle of every class my cravings kick in. IT'S FUCKING STUPID! Sorry. I'm just hungry.