Haha! Bitch this love shit is fucking annoying one minute oh it's fucking us forever besties and shit mane fuck allat shit cuz the more and more o actually see and feel how ppl feel towards me and the way i fucking act the more and more i become fucking distant all the fucking lies and the "i love you" bull shit....if u fucking loved me you wouldve fucking stayed if u fucking loved me you wouldnt do the fucking shit u do now and ppl qonder why i fucking dont talk about my feelings no one gives a shit they just fucking wamt sex and shit fuck the love shit fuck being a side niggah fuck any and every one u really wanna know how i fucking feel on the fucking world here.....lets start off with the bitch that left me oh because your fucking whack ass boyfriend didnt fucking like me....BUT WHO WAS FUCKING THERE WHEN THE NIGGAH HAD A WHOLE OTHER HOE IN HIS SHIT WHO KEPT U SMILIN WHEN THIS NIGGAH HURT U OH NOT FUCKING XANNY WHY CUZ U DIDNT GIVE A FUCK constant and over and over nights fucking cryin over bull shit...shit that broke me into two.....it was xan and m forever but guess what bitch fuck you and him u never fucking cared so whats the fucking ppint of even lying.......im fucking done with you now that ive seen the real you im fucking done just treat like everyone else im a fucking loser yea i fucking know.... people as "are you okay?" Or "aww what's wrong" or some bullshit....no im not okay....its like dancing with the fucking devil............she doesnt give a fuck......no one does.....fuck humanity.....people say they love me and shit but wheres the love where are the smiles.....haha wheres the fucking laughter....and why does it all hurt......the one girl that i could just....cry on the one girl that i could trust with my life has left.....i moved on....well tried.....thats good right....i found the same fucking feeling i fucking felt when she left.........i was in shock she was everything to me amd she took the fucking easy way out.....just why just like someone that inspired me....Depression nd Obession dont mix well...then why can i jus fucking let go huh someonw tell me fucking why....my fucking head is everywhere....tears.....and people say im not alone....if im not alone WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU....living you happy lives being oh great and happy and shit bruh.... FUCK HAPPINESS FUCK FAITH FUCK HOPE FUCK TRUST FUCK LOVE.....im tired im tired of loving, sleepless nights, lies, the pain,.......im tired of everything.......when will the fucking pain end........fuck it.........there is no point no fucking value to this shit the pain the agony........getting hurt by the ones u have the best friend ships with....no one could save xan no one could stop the pain and agony....i cant take no more of this bull shit......the changes, the heavy shit on my heart, all the tears i hold back to fucking make you all fucking happy not me but you.......im alone.......so yea.........mia.......fuck you........you fucking left a fucking life time friend for a temporary guy....fuck you....no pain no gain right...........im fucking numb.....im dead mami.....and there was no one to fucking save me from the dark...fuck the world fuck life.....im leaving both to every one that loved me......sorry.......some people just dont know what hides under the smile.........✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌
