Dancing With Death (Eren x Levi)

9.

Eren pov.
I don't think my mate knew how much those words meant to me.
I mean, i have heard the words "i love" you from close friends that i considered family, Armin, and Mikasa, but i fell like those words are thrown around at people carelessly. We have told it to so many people that we have no meaning behind it.
The thing that got to me was when he said, "please don't ever leave me." Not once in over 10 years have i heard that.
I have the words of my father and stepmother playing in my head like a record put on repeat. There angry yells saying stuff like, "No one will look at your ugly face! Just a waste of time and life! To fat! Puke colored eyes! Bastard! Dirty street kid!" There cruel smiles when they say that find there place in my collection of nightmares. Because even Death has to deal with the Devil.
I don't know when i started, but i fell warm drops of liquid fall down my face. I was crying. It has been a while since i have cried. The last time i did was when my father first started beating me. I felt good to get some of my pent up emotion out. The sadness of mom leaving, the father i had once had seemed to go with her. The anger i had towards my dad when he stopped visiting moms grave when one day he returned home with a new wife. My fear when my closet friends left. Mikasa to Australia with her mate, and Armin traveling around Europe with his grandfather. The only things that keep me alive on this earth go. Of course, they called, but as months went on they did it less and less till they eventually stopped altogether. I was forgotten.
But now i have a new lifeline. This one is stronger than my other ones. He was the light in this dark world of mine.

Levi again just sat on my bed hugging. He started crying after a few minutes of just sitting there. I wish i could tell you what was going on in his head. Based on the scars i have seen, the way he reacts to certain things and actions.
He had seen the cruelty this world has. It seems like he had given up on just life in general. The scars on his arms show that he is not afraid to dance with death. The scars on the rest of his body that was not self-inflicted just showed me that he is strong to be this far in life. Not only does he not like himself, but it seems like other people don't like him either, and let me tell you, that pissed me the fuck off to no end. This sweet, strong, talented omega, was used as a punching bag for other people's insecurities.
Our little moment was interrupted by his stomach growling. I looked down at him. His tan cheeks had the dust of pink on them in embarrassment.
"You must be hungry my little omega." I softly told him. I knew he was, he looks like he hasn't eaten in days.
He looked up at me and pushed me away from a little. I have to say that i didn't like that. It just felt like i have to keep him close to me at all times, never let him out of my site or else he would slip away.
"No im not hungry." He responded tracing the tattoo on his leg to avoid making eye contact with me.
"What's your name?" I ask hoping he would get a little more comfortable with me.
"Eren" he shyly responded looking up at me. Once again i got caught up in his eyes. The most beautiful thing i have ever seen.
"Your eyes are beautiful." I comet he gave me a surprised look. As if he has never heard a compliment.
"My name is Levi."
He looks at me with a smile. His oh so precious smile that could probably cure cancer.
My alpha side howled in pride.
"Let's go eat Eren," I tell him again. He looks at me with a blush on his face as he gestured to what he was wearing.
"I need to change."
I really didn't want him to change. But the fact that most of my guards were honey alphas and that fact that Eren was an unmarked omega left me no choice but to let him change back into his own clothes.
Taking one last look at him i pointed towards the bathroom door.
"Your clothes are folded on the counter."
He simply nodded and walked to the bathroom after grabbing his mask off the nightstand. Closing the door silently behind him.
Damn, he had a nice ass.
Eren pov.
I quickly went to the bathroom and changed. And damn it was nice. It had a white marble counter with two sinks with mirrors above them. The floor matched the counter, and it had a large white bathtub. The room was clean, there was no dust or dirt Anywhere. I don't know if that is just how my alpha had someone clean it or if that was the way he liked it. I then got dressed in my usual attire, but i kept the panties on because they were so soft. As i was changing i noticed that my cuts from last night were bandaged up. I then quickly place my mask on my face and walk out to my alpha, not checking how i looked.
He was sitting on the big bed right where i left him. I took this time to look closely at what he looks like. His raven black hair was styled in an undercut, and he looked Hot. I could tell that under his dress shirt that he had some serious muscle.
"Take a picture it would last longer." His deep sexy voice interrupted my gawking at him.
"Maby i will," i respond reaching into my pocket for my phone. I wasn't there. Not only do i use it for personal use but i also use it for work.
"Hey, do you have my phone?" I ask putting my other pockets as if i expected it to appear if i did it enuff times.
"I put it on on my charger on my side of the bed." He said "my side of the bed" so nonchalantly. I don't really know how to respond to that. Soi just nodded and walked over to the side that was closer to the door and unplugged it, grabbing my earbuds that were neatly rolled up next to it. I put both in my pant pocket.
As i was doing that i felt strong arms wrap around my waist. I let out a yelp in surprise.
"It's just me." I relaxed after hearing the familiar voice.
"Are you ready?" He asks. He had his face in my neck and he seemed to like it there. I just nod my head.
"Ok, let's go." He says as he stands beside me, keeping one arm around my waist.