Daily Dose

Can you deal

What if you were restrained from things that made you normal and the term special tasted like poison as it left your tongue as though you were undone?

What if it was for your own protection that these walls were put in place for you today?

What if you couldnt play video games or even really go out and play cause your body cant handel the strain or focus put into your time again and again,Stuck inside like you're hiding yourself away?

What if it wasn't temporary and this was your life, how you were meant to be?

What if you broke the rules it can mean your death bed to rest your sorry head?

What if you found out that the thing you wanted the most was a part of that list of restrictions placed on your life?

Can you live with death and not fret or regret?

Most Likely not...

Would you care to stare death in his face and try to end it because a life like that seems meaningless filled with nothing but stress?

Trying to cope with such a life is like befriending a hot knife.
Heated by the passion and always cutting off your lights.

What if you came to find that the only way out was trough and it it held hope and secrets for you to do the things that you wanted to?

You'r life found a new light through simple writing and drawing all trough picking up a pencil or pen linking all your emotion through the ink and led.

It flowed clear as day everything held down that you had to say was being said in a creative and artistic way should you live to see this day.

What if the only thing out of reach now became your goal but was the only restriction you cannot seem to break just because you can't seem to be fake and pretend not to give a fuck.
 No matter how hard you tried you can't fake love and not care but you would die should you not try?

What if this was you and all this you had to go through every day what would you do?

What if the problems in your everyday life you can't avoid and the clock was ticking away as though to say you got less out of life and nothing will come your way?

Hey... but wait, would you open the gateway today and say that life can be this way?

Close it always it's not your problem and you dont have to care to share what you feel inside but you can't hide forever because your life now like this can never allow it unless you want it to end.

You can never pretend cause this will be how the story goes and no one knows what you feel and sharing isn't an option on how you stand because the backstab is just to much a strain of a pain.

You wont allow it to be your end game but its all the same it will happen again and again as long as you care, you will fear.

So what if you had to be me every day can you handel this and yet still have a wish to find love, peace and happiness?

Tell me can you deal? what if....What if you were me?

 How would you feel?