I walk through the door, and even though I knew it was true, what I saw was something I could never forget. There in my bed that i bought, he was there sleeping with her, my best friend, my family, my other half. but thats not what scared me. it was the fact that while they were doing it i wanted to join, I wanted to be a part of them. I slowly backed away from the door and went to the kitchen, and I pulled out the knife in the kitchen set. I realize no matter what I do it will never be the same. I love him so much, and her being my best friend, I dont want to choose between them both. and the conclusion came to, if it not them then it's me. I wrote a simple note to them, "I wish with everything and with all my love that my heart have that you guys are happy and stay together forever". and with that I stabbed myself in the stomach, it hurt, oh god how painful I can feel every inch of my life slipping away and I can see the beautiful light, i can feel my self becoming light, i hear voices, screaming. but i knew it was too late, i dont want them to think that i never love them but i just can't hold on anymore. If only these wing could fly.
