Coming Out

Chapter 1. Coming Out 1

Coming out

Arthit P.O.V

Kongpob squeezes my hand tightly, I look at him, 'Kongpob...are you sure about this? It's your birthday, you can do another day.' Kong nods, leans in and kisses me, I refuse and pull away. 'Kongpob, seriously, are you sure you're ready?' My boyfriend Kong taps my nose with his finger and smiles, 'as ready as I ever will be babe'.

I roll my eyes without thought on doing so and push him away, 'fine fine fine fine fine.'

Today is the day I meet Kongpob's parents, well not just his parents his extended family including his younger sister. They do not know he is gay, they do not know he likes boys never mind has done stuff with boys, well boys I mean me, I mean done stuff with me, wait why am I thinking about my sexual activities with him, ew stop it Arthit, I smack myself in the head to get rid of the thoughts, Kongpob gives me a weird look, 'what are you doing?' he asks. I sigh, 'shut up and get ready'

We are in his bedroom and he is in a smart white shirt and black trousers, he looks so handsome but I am not going to tell him that, not giving him that satisfaction but deep down he looks that good that it would be a crime for him to disappear from my sight, my eyes need something to feast on...

'Okay, P'Arthit, remember the plan, I go down come out and basically introduce you to my family, when I shout your name just come down the stairs okay. It means that if I walk in with you hand in hand it wont give anyone any time, it will be too abrupt, okay'

I nod. I suppose he has a point.

**********Kongpob P.O.V **********

I leave the bedroom, before leaving I stare at my boyfriend P'Arthit in his such formal attire, damn I love Arthit when he dresses up. I smile, I am so lucky to have him, I look at the sky and whisper my thanks to god for allowing P'Arthit and myself to cross paths. I go downstairs and see my family, they all assessable in the living area, it is a large room and there are a selection of foods. Why are all my family here? Well the event is my birthday dinner. My family are all here to celebrate, P'Arthit has not got me anything yet but he said I will find out later tonight, I really wonder what it is, knowing P'Arthit it is probably something stupid but I love him either way.

'Hello son, happy birthday.' My dad says bringing me in for a tight hug, I pull back and face my mother, 'aw my boy growing older and older by the day, I miss when you were just a little child where I could just pamper you.'

'You still can mum' I smile as she leans in to kiss me on the forehead.

I look at my younger sister, she is on the sofa playing on her phone, she looks up at me, 'yeah happy birthday bro, I hope you will like my present.'

I smile, 'im sure you have got the right gift for me, you've known me for a while sis, I trust you.'

'That's no lie,' she replies.

I mingle with my extended family for minutes, I realise that P'Arthit is in my room still. I know he is probably not bored, probably on his phone talking to his friends on LINE or something.

The night is going well and I open my gifts, none of them disappoint. Time is slowly going on and I think back to P'arthit again, the time seems right for me to do it, the time for me to come out.

I close my eyes and whisper to myself, 'Kong, you are ready, I am ready.'

I grab a glass and a spoon and tap the glass with a spoon getting everyone to be silent. Everyone looks towards me,

'Everyone thank you so much for coming and so much for treating me I do not deserve such love, however I need to ask of you something, it concerns not just me but someone else, I turn towards the stairs and shout 'P'Arhit.' I hear a door open and I see him nervously walk downt he stairs, he looks so nervous looking at all the faces, he stands next to me and gives a nervous smile. No one knows what's going on. Okay time for me to come out.

'Everyone...I...I am...g-ga...oh what the hell.' I pull Arhit in tight to me and lift his face so it faces me and so his eyes are staring into mine, I go in for it and kiss him, I kiss him passionately and forcefully so he cannot escape my lips hold, I feel him challenge, probably embarrassed by the public affection but this feels the right way to come out.

I kiss and pull away, I look at my family, all of them, and I see it, I see the response I had hoped for. The room is full of smiles.

'Son when you come out you really do like to make a statement don't you.' My mother chuckles, my father walks over, 'son I did not see this coming but I am happy for you, he must be an amazing guy for you to build up courage and come out in front of your whole family'

'Thank you so so so much' I wai at my parents thrilled with the response.

My sister comes up and hugs me, 'brother why did you have to embarrass your boyfriend.' I smile and look at P'Arhit who is completely red from the kiss. 'Oh I'm sorry Athit'

'It is fine' he replies, I know for well he would be smacking me if my family wasn't standing in front of us'

I smile and eventually as the night gets on I mingle with my family and they all congratulate me on my boyfriend and for me coming out, not one person is negative about it, I whisper 'thank you god top myself'. I look to the side of me and I am delighted to see even a better sight, I see P'Arthit mingling with my family, my parents and my sister. This is more than what I could ask for.

At the end of the night I go to my room and go to the front door, Arthit is waiting outside in his car. 'So did you get me a birthday present or are you just pretending you did?' I smile not caring if he forgot I don't care. Arthit does not respond but smiles suggesting he did get me something. It is night time and around 11pm ish, I nap. Once the car stops I awake, Arthit is standing outside, we are not at his house. I get out the car and I see a gondala. My heart stops, what, is this for me? 'Kongpob stop wasting time and get on' I get on and I see a note with a heartfelt birthday message on it.

Dear Kongpob

Thank you for withstanding me, I love you so much and I can not imagine how much you must hate me at times for being so annoying, although I may not act it I cannot stand to be away from you, you are my rock and the last three years have been the best years of my life, I know that as long as Im with you I will continue to have the best years of my life.'

Love your boyfriend, Arthit

I cry a happy tear, who knew this boy could be so sweet. I want to hug him but he is rowing the gondola at the back. 'P'Arhit,. He doesn't respond. 'P'Arhit..P'Arhit, P'Arhit. I keep shouting to get his attention.

'Omg, Kongpob just sit down and drink some wine.'

'P'Arhit...'

'Kong, what?'

'I love you.' I say to my handsome boyfriend.

He turns his face and stares off into the distance, smiling.

'I love you too.' 

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Hello all! Sorry I have not updated my stories and even worse I made a new one up. I will adhere to update my I knew you were trouble one and Protecting Kit one asap!

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This pic may go into some deep issues and therefore I warn you now if you are easily triggered not to continue. I also made this fic to educate a straight audience that it is not easy for LGBT individuals to come out as sometimes it does not go the way we hope for. If you do need any support feel free to inbox me and I will happily listen and provide support.

In the mean time, enjoy!!!!!