please help me (demi lovato fanfic discontinued)

chapter 18

Amara's POV

as I was crying uncontrollably demi held on to

me as tight as she could. my legs wrapped around her as if I was a child.

she sang skyscraper to me. hearing that song only made me wanted to cry more but I also couldn't. like I physically could not posses the power to do so.

she explained to me why she sang skyscraper. it touched my heart dearly. she stuttered saying 'love' though. I couldn't help but let my mind wander at that moment

I kept letting the thoughts roam through my head after I told her "I love you too"

'does she like me?'

'do I like her?'

do I want to be with her?'

while I was in deep thought questioning myself I felt like I wanted her. like I really really wanted her. I knew that she probably doesn't like me In that way so I ha to distract myself.

I asked demi if she wanted to have a movie night. she agreed and we began watching sinister. I was scared shitless while demi acted like it was a comedy!

at a really scary part I jumped into her lap. she started laughing at me. I was so embarrassed and tried to act serious but failed and ended up laughing

after she out me back down I felt horrible like I was no longer safe or loved. I asked her

"umm...demi...can I.... uh... lay in your.... Arms again..? afraid of her answer

she gladly wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek. I felt a burst of happiness run through my body.

as soon as the movie was over demi made her way into the kitchen

"do you want anything to drink I'm getting a soda" she yelled

"no thanks I already have to pee and I'm to scared to go to the bathroom" I said giggling

next thing I new she grabbed my hand and dragged me to the bathroom.

"hurry and go I don't need you peeing in my bed, and plus I need to wipe off my makeup" she said laughing

I did as she said and after we both made our way back into the bed. she went to go start another movie. as soon as she started it she came back into the bed

she had put on 'the conjuring'

"great another scary movie" I said trying not to laugh

"it's okay baby girl I'll protect you" she said smiling

those words made my heart melt, I then cuddled into her yet again looking up at her while she was watching the movie

"you're missing the movie" she said looking down at me

"I know" I said sitting up only inches away from her face

before I knew it I gently kissed her lips, we both sat back and said

"woah"

we both smiled and continued to kiss. I knew from that moment I had fallen for this girl. no matter how heart broken I was from hannah. Demi is the one I love.

Demi's pov

she kisses me ever so gently. her touch was so amazing, she kissed me with so much passion through a small kiss. we both sat back and said "woah" we both smiled and continue kissing.

I want her to be mine. I am now a million percent sure how I feel about this girl. she is my world,and it hasn't even been an entire week since we've met.

I don't want to take anything to far with her. I want to love every inch of her and I want to take the time to be able to do that.

I break off the kiss and say "Amara will you be my girlfriend?" I ask smiling

"yes, yes I will be your girlfriend" she said letting a tear fall from her eye.

we kissed for a little bit longer until a loud noise from the television scared us both.

"maybe we should go to sleep yah baby?" I asked her

"but I don't want to go back to my room. I'm to scared" she said pouting

"good because you're staying right here with me" I said and she blushed

we make our way into the bathroom and I give her a t-shirt to sleep in. we both get ready for bed and once there I wrap my arms around her and peck her lips before drifting off into sleep with the only girl I want to be with