46 DAYS BEFORE
6:35am and i pad down the hallway cold and tired, wrapped in the blanket from my bed. I sit down in a chair placed in the hallway next to a girl who looks to be around 6lbs smaller than myself. I stare at the blank cream walls opposite us waiting for my name to be called. Weigh in this morning, this is even worse than forcing 6 meals into my body everyday.
The nurse calls me into the room, and asks me to stand on the scales in my underwear. I feel so degraded and humiliated. My body is so embarrassing and i now am being forced to show it to someone i don't know. She stares at my weight and notes it in her little book, I have no idea how much i have gained due to the fact that nobody will tell me.
I feel like i weigh 200lbs, i know thats not true but it doesn't change anything. I get off the scales and pull my blanket up and around my shoulders. I turn and leave the room heading back down the hall to get changed and face another day of calories and self hate.
10 days to go.
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Endless
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