r e g r e t ♡~ Joji x Colby Brock ~♡

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Sayori's P.O.V

"Why do I try if I know nobody loves me?" I scream out of my window feeling myself tear up. I cry as I think about how useless I am to the world. I think of how much everyone hates me.

"I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE" I scream even louder out my window. I strangle my stuffed cow as I try to calm myself down a little. I slowly walk out of my apartment and knock on my neighbor's door hoping they answer.

I knock and I am greeted by a possibly asian man with short black hair wearing a black hoodie with some black pants. He was holding a phone in one hand and a TV remote in his other. He seems like he could help me tie a noose I thought to myself.

"Could you help me with something?" You ask.

"What do you need?" The man asks happily.

"Could you help me tie a noose?" 

He thinks for a couple seconds and I scratch my wrist forgetting about my recently made cuts. I frantically pull down my sleeve hoping he didn't notice them.

"Would you like to come sit down or something"

"I'm Joji by the way" He says.

"Sayori" You reply back to him. You sit on his couch with him. You look around the room avoiding eye contact. His living room was littered with cans and papers. You tried to read the words on one of the papers. All you could make out was "Am I crazy" You didn't want to look at him as you knew that it might keep you from doing it for real. You've been talked out of this too many times, this was the day you finally did it. You were useless. You were hated by everybody. The world would be so much better without you, and nobody would tell you were worth something.

"I'll help you, but, on one condition" Joji says.

"What" You snapped back.

"Tell me why you feel so useless" He said.