You didn't have the right. It wasn't yours to take. If you knew the the damage it would cause would still have done it. If you felt the pain and it hurt the same way would you choose to do it still? Would you change anything or are you really that cold? You played me. Well played. Shame on you. You took advantage of a broken person so you could use me and use those things against me to hurt me even more.
I have nothing left to fight with. Because of you. That's not right. You dont do that to people. You dont purposely destroy people. You dont intentionally hurt people and than keep doing it and get more cruel every time. You dont watch someone fall and not help them up unless you never had a heart. Or you didn't have good intentions for me to begin with.
I wasn't perfect but I never left any of you crying on the floor in front of me and walked away. Or had one of you ask for help and turned my back like you all did to me. Or one of you be sick and attacked you like you do to me.
Thanks for buying the rope and giving it to me. Thanks for slamming the brakes on because I wasn't wearing my seatbelts and smashing my head off the windshield. You didn't even ask if I was ok. You yelled at me all curled up on the floor of the car holding my head as you yelled and told me it was fine by I wasn't bleeding. At least you helped with something in my medical life. I just dont mean that much here anymore.
I dont understand how you have the ability to make me feel so bad, but your on the other side of the country.
