Crush(Chandler Bing)

The One With all The I love yous

Madi's pov
it's been 2 days since joey caught Chandler and I kissing, none of us have spoken about it since. it was the best kiss i had ever had and everything about it felt so right, the softness of his lips the ways his hands explored my body
"Madi, u ok there?" ross asked with a concerned look on his face causing everyone to look at me, my eyes met with Chandlers he looked away fast and that just made my heart drop, he probably hates me now
"oh yeah i'm fine, just zoned out haha" i said forcing a laugh out. i wasn't fine. i wanted chandler. i wanted to rip his clothes off and kiss him. i wanted to snuggle with him. i wanted to be in his arms. i just wanted him. but he hates me now. so i guess i'll never ever get him. ever

the next day

"GUYS GUYS I GOT THE PART!" joey practically screamed "JOEY!! That's amazing i'm so proud of you!" i said giving him a bear hug, i loved joey he was someone who you could trust, he acted like he saw nothing that night and i love him for that "Thanks madi! where are the others" joeys asked making perfect contact
"Oh Monica, rachel, phoebe and ross are all at work"
"what about Chandler?"
"oh, he's um o-on a date"
"w-what?! are you okay?"
i looked at joey with wide eyes and i could feel them tearing up, he opened his arms for a hug and i gladly ran into them sobbing
"oh joey i'm so far from ok, i'm so completely in love with him a-and he hates me!" i said half mumbled from all the tears. joey held me tight. is it bad that i was imagining chandler.
"Madi no! he doesn't hate you! he loves you too" joey said pulling away from the hug looking deep into my eyes "w-what did you say?" i asked wiping my tears away
"i said he loves you, he never shuts up about you"
"h-holy shit!"
"I KNOW! GO TALK TO HIM"
"b-but he's on a d-date"
"really Madi? Chandler on a date? are you crazy, he's in our apartment!"
"awh joey i love you" i said giving him a kiss on his check and running next door

Chandlers pov

knock knock knock

"yeah come in" i said. Madi walked into the room, i could tell she'd been crying "w-what's wrong? were you crying?" i said walking towards her not even thinking about our kiss we shared "yeah i'm ok it's just, i'm sorry." she said "sorry for what?" i asked knowing what she meant "i'm sorry i kissed you, i had no right, it was inappropriate of me and i'm sorry." she said starting to tear up again. i couldn't take it anymore i had to just kiss her. i slowly walked over to her, put my hand on her cheek and kissed her soft lips. when we kiss everything feels so right. as our kiss ended i looked into her beautiful eyes "Madi, i-i l-love y-you, no. i love you" i said while smiling "oh Chandler!" she yelled wrapping her arms around me "i love you too" she said
she pulled me into another kiss but this time it wasn't a kiss that felt right it was a kiss that felt needed. i never wanted to let go of Madi.

Madi's pov

i woke up but i wasn't in my bedroom, i was in chandlers. i smirked thinking about everything that happened last night. but then i stopped. were we a couple? were we just gonna forget all of this? were we gonna live together? i'm so not ready for that.
Madi calm down you're okay it'll be okay
i always give myself the best advice. i got up and changed into one of chandlers sweaters since it was so cold i walked out of chandlers room
"yeah man ive never been happier! i love her so much!" i heard Chandler say and i couldn't help but smile, joey pointed at me and chandler turned around making his smile bigger and bigger by the second
i love this boy