A/n story might be cringed bad spelling might be swear words don't know yet TRIGGER WARNING:CUTTING, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, OVERDOSE DONT READ IF TRIGGERED
It all started on Sunday morning 3:00 am jay was in his bathroom crying his eyes out
Jay's pov
'Im a mess'' stupid idiot' 'i should've never dated you' the last one is from nya, the one I loved the most I remembered what happened
~Flashback~
I was getting surrounded by the ninjdroids I couldn't use my element, lightning like me loud dangerous when I want but i did something that I did not believe"guys! I need you to get out!" I shouted. The guys listened
I got charged up(No I'm not a ninjdroid like zane) and then I threw lightning in the sky and 'Fried' them all but I lost my energy so I passed out
~present~
only my parents know that I'm gay I'm just using Nya to cover up. But no one knew that I speak Japanese and I'm depressed.I got insomnia,Anorexia, Anxiety.I cut trying to die I just don't feel like I belong here"Naze watashi wa orokadesu ka?!!!" I shout(why am I so stupid?!!!) But I got another secret.....I'm a hybrid
Cliffhanger sorry it's short but I'll make sure next chapter will be longer and sorry if crigey THIS IS MY FIRST STORY DONT JUDGE
~jessie
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Help Me (plasma shipping)
Randomjay gets suicidal and Kai looks after him contains:jay X Kai nya X Zane cole X Lloyd pictures not mine credits to whoever made the cover