Our love - Taehyung

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Taehyung x Reader 💞

Tae glanced at me across the dinner table. His eyes burned into mine, and I knew he was mad about Jungkook.

My dad and his mom ignored the two of us. They were used to us constantly bickering and ignoring each other.

Tae and I were something in the past.
But my dad and his mom decided to get married and there ended the most precious thing in my life. I still loved Tae, but it just wasn't possible anymore. So I kept running away from him, fighting with him over silly things and cried myself to sleep on lonely and painful nights.

It's been going on more than an year now, and it was driving me crazy. My best friend Jungkook and I shared almost everything. He was the only person other than Tae whom I would die for. He would do the same for me too. And that's why this morning, Jungkook kissed me. He just did, out of the blue. I had been missing Tae, I had been missing my normal life. I was shocked at first, but then he whispered soothing things into my ears which made me melt into his arms. What do you do when the one place you should be able to be you forces you to pretend you're someone else?

Jungkook's kiss went on to become a heated make out session and Tae walked in on us. Jungkook and Tae got along pretty well. At least they did to this day. When I refuse to speak to Tae, Jungkook was the one who called him. But not anymore I guess. When he saw us, Jungkook was pretty much on top of me, and things were getting out of hand. I spotted a dumbstruck Tae by the door, mouth hanging open and fists ready to punch the life out of Jungkook.

'Shit' Jungkook whispered moving off me, and I sat up straightening my clothes. My heart sank as Tae's shock morphed into sadness and he back off.

'Tae' his name came out as a gasp from my lips. Jungkook pulled me into his arms and consoled me as I cried.

Dinner dragged excruciatingly slow and Tae's eyes remained fixed on me.

Later that night, as I lay in bed, I thought of Jungkook. I loved him. I did. He was one the reasons I was still alive. The number of nights he held me in his arms till I fell asleep, held me close to him, but never demanding more than just my friendship, were way too many. But if anything the mornings incidents taught me, it was that Jungkook can never be Tae. He can never be what Tae meant to me. I couldn't live without both of them. One the love of my life, the other my strength.

Just as it got more difficult to bear, my phone vibrated.

I picked it up to see a message from Tae.

Tae: Open the door.

That was it. I was too tired to fight him anymore. I wanted him as much as he kept wanting me. If at all he wanted to say he didn't want me after today, I would die.

I opened the door and Tae stepped in, his face devoid of any expression. I felt way too ashamed to speak, but silent tears flowed down my cheeks with occasional sniffing. He stood, looking at me. As if he were deciding what to do now.

'So you love him? Is that what you want?' Tae's voice was low and serious. 'If so, I won't bother you again'

My heart was threatening to jump out of my mouth any minute. I felt it hard to breath.

'No' My voice was barely audible. But I did see him sigh in relief.

'What did I see this morning?' he asked 'Do you know what it did to me?'

'I don't know how it happened' I said 'I'm just so exhausted Tae, I can't keep pretending it doesn't matter. You are my world, you mean everything to me! But I'm forced to give it all up, I was ready to do anything to make the pain go away!'

Tae's eyes were tear filled and he was breathing heavily.

'Don't leave me again' Tae said stepping forward. 'I can make this work! We'll move out, I'll find a job and you can go to college like you always dreamed of! Just give me some time to figure it all out'

I touched his face as a tear rolled down.

'You don't have to do it alone, Tae. We can do it together. I'll never let you go again.'

I put my arms around his neck as he pressed his lips to mine. I was overcome with emotion and brust out crying. Tae held me tightly against his chest his own emotions getting the better of him.

He kissed me again, with more force this time. He led us to my bed while still kissing me. His lips moved down my lips to my jaw and neck sloppily, pressing wet kisses on his way. His fingers working on the buttons on my night shirt while his lips were sucking on the skin at the base of my throat.

I closed my eyes, allowing the feeling to sink in. All this while, I dreamed of him touching me and now that it was happening, I didn't want it to stop.

His lips reached every part of me as his loved touched my soul like never before. I held on to him like my life depended on it, as he made love to me.

Once we were both spent, we lay together under my blanket trying to catch our breaths. I didn't know how I survived without him all this while.

'I love you, Y/N' Tae said, kissing the tip of my nose.

'I love you too Tae' I said, placing my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeats.

I could finally sleep.

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