She came into my life unexpectedly
She was beautiful as she can be
She was full of surprises
She showed me so many colours
Some bright, some dim, some glittery
She gave me strength, she gave me powers.
She was my world,And I was her leader
But what I didn't know is , she was in disguises
Soon my days of happiness were gone
I ask myself what have I done wronge,
She ruled me and empowered me
All I felt was pain
Is this the bitter gain
My body craves for her
She laughs,She shouts
She yells," you are my slave"
" And now it's too late".
I beg, I fight, I steal,
I have become a thief
I plead, I cry.
I have even stopped to try
I was no longer me
I was her slave
She laughs, she shouts
She yells, " I am all over you "
"Through your breath and through your veins."
"You can't get rid of me, she explains."
Now it's either she or either me
There's no way in, no way out
And that's when I realize what it's all about
No more pain, never again.
I let myself go with her in my body
Leaving the world forever,
As a nobody.
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Abuser abused... And collection of other poems.
PoetryPoem about a drug addict? Written initially by a real addict. I have edited it and written in my Own words. Other poem is just how i was feeling recently. The last poem is a story...to be continued. Your comments r highly appreciated.
