Hi I'm maya and this all began in 4th grade, when we finally meet. I was the new girl in school and not many people new me. I had been afraid when I moved to Texas because all of my friends where back where I used to live, where I had grown up my whole life, Georgia. I was afraid of not fitting in and never finding anyone who really would be my friend.
Until I met Rebecca, she was the other new girl in school. Seeing how we both didn't have any friends at this new school, we decided to join forces and be friends. Now I'm thinking about life without her in it, I probably would have became the class weirdo who sat alone and didn't talk to anyone, but I'm not because she is my world.
I'm now going into 7th grade with her still by my side every step of the way. Some people say the healthiest friendships have a couple fights in them but I disagree completely. Rebecca and I have never fought, never been mad at each other, and never disagreed. And after all of that we have the tightest friendship that I have ever had!
The only problem is one thing, I'm starting to fall for her. Now I have had many boyfriends and I have had long relationships but none of them have every made me as happy as she makes me. We are the complete opposite and that's what makes us such good friends. We can get each other to try new things every day. Now I have classified myself as bisexual before but I never thought I would actually fall for a girl.
I want to tell her so bad but I'm afraid she isn't going to like me back, that this will ruin our friendship forever and things will always be awkward. But it's hard for me to keep all of these feelings inside. What should I do? Do I tell her I like her and hope for the best or do I hide it in hopes it wouldn't ruin what we already have?
