Band Member/YouTuber Oneshots.

Michael Clifford-5 Seconds Of Summer

Just saying there is self-harm in this kinds so yeah just a warning.

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You and Michael have been dating for 7 months now and you lived with him and the boys since Luke has been your best friend since you were little. You've just had a big fight with Mike while coming home, and while walking through the door as you go to say something he shouts "NO Y/N! JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!" before running upstairs. You hear a door slam and stuff being thrown around before a loud thump on a wall.

You still standing in the doorway look over to the living room to see Luke watching a movie with his girlfriend. "You ok little one?" Luke says. Little one was what he always called you since he towered over you. "Yeah. Yeah I'm fine, it's nothing." Luke wraps his arms around you. "Are you ok?" He repeats. "No" you whisper as you start crying and Ashton and Calum walk downstairs having heard Michael's tantrum. "Shhh. Its ok little one you're alright." He says.

You both sit on the floor with you in between his legs. "Luke, I've gotta go so I'll see you tomorrow ok?" His girlfriend says quietly "Ok." He says to her with a slight wave. She leaves and Luke just holds you tighter. "Is Y/N ok?" Ash says quietly, kneeling down next to you two. "What happened?" Calum says doing the same. "M-Mi-Michael an-and I got in a fight." You manage to say calming down a bit with Luke holding you.

"Here." He passes you to Calum and gets up. He walks upstairs and you hear him knocking on a door before Michael shouting at him. You hear the door slam before muffled shouting. All of a sudden it stops and then it starts again for another 5 minutes. You hide further into Calums chest with Ashton hugging you aswell, trying to block out the sound.

**Luke's POV**

I walked upstairs to try to calm Mike down. I get to his door and knock a few times. When he opened the door he looked like he had been crying. "Michael." I say walking in . "LUKE GO AWAY." He yells "No. Michael we need to talk." He slammed the door behind me. "Well? FUCKING TALK IF YOU WANNA TALK!" HE says getting in my face "MICHAEL CALM THE FUCK DOWN. Y/N IS DOWN THERE CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU." I say returning to favour.

I don't take anyone's shit. "OH FUCK YOU LUKE. THIS IS OUR FIGHT NOT YOURS SO JUST STAY THE FUCK OUT OF IT." "MICHAEL I DON'T KNOW IF YOU REALISE THIS BUT I'M THE ONE WHO HAS TO FUCKING COMFORT HER WHEN THIS HAPPENS. SHE'S YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND THIS IS YOUR FIGHT LIKE YOU SAID BUT THAT MEANS YOU SHOULD BE THE ONE DOWN THERE WITH HER." All of a sudden a wave of pain came at my eye.

I stood there for a second before looking up at Michael. "Did you just fucking punch me?" I say in shock. I throw a punch back hitting him right in the nose. And we get into an all out fight yelling and punching each other. He pins me against the door and punches my stomach a few times before I knee him in the stomach knocking him to the ground. I get on top of him and start throwing punches before he throws me off him and into his bed frame. "Fuck you Michael. If you keep being like this Y/N's gonna leave you." I say before going down stairs.

**Your POV**

A door slams again and Luke come downstairs with a bloody hand, nose and what looks like the start of a black eye. He walks into the kitchen and comes out with no blood on him before he sits back down and places you back in his lap. "Its ok little one. I'm sorry for the noise." "What happened Luke?" Ashton says getting protective. "I walked up there to try and sort things out and get him to calm down but when he started shouting at me I did it back.

He kept wanted me to go away and when I got up him about not being the one to comfort Y/N he punched me and I gave it back. It was just a fight don't worry Ash." Luke explains."Is Michael ok?" You ask looking up at Luke "Yeah he should be. He was breathing when I left the room." "I should go-" "No Y/N Michael needs to calm down. He threw the first punch and I don't want him to think its me walking through the door and hurt you." "Ok Luke." You whisper. "C'mon lets go up to my room and we can watch movies ok?" Luke says pulling back to look at you.

You agree by nodding so Luke stands up with you in his arms and carries you up to his room. You fall asleep halfway through the movie and its now 7pm when you wake up. You walk downstairs to see the boys except Michael. "Has he come out of our room?" You ask hugging Calum. "Yeah. Kinda. He came out and went into the bathroom 20 minutes ago." Ashton says checking his phone. "I think I'm gonna go check on him. We might be fighting, yes but I still love him, so just back up." You chuckle.

You walk down the hall to the bathroom. "Michael? Babe?" You ask knocking on the door. You hear him quietly crying and it almost breaks you hearing him like this. "What Y/N?" He asks back. It wasn't in a rude way but it wasn't particularly nice it was just...sad. "Can I come in?" "Uhhh..In...a...second.." He says but you already opened the door. The sight was almost unbearable. Michael and the floor were covered in blood and there were razors and pills spilled all over the floor.

You gasp "Michael... Wha- What did you- Why?" You drop to your knees next to him and grabbing a towel to stop his bleeding. "LUKE GET YOUR ASS HERE I NEED A FIRST AID KIT!" "Why?" He says walking to the door frame. As soon as he see's Michaels wrist he runs and gets the first aid kit. He comes back and throws the bandages at you. You catch them and take the towel off Michael's wrist. "What's going on?" Ashton says walking in. "Oh my God Michael.." He says putting his hand to his mouth.

"Ashton please just leave me alone." Michael says just loud enough for him to hear. Ashton slowly walks out not wanting to upset Mike further and closes the door so its just you and Michael in the bathroom. "C'mon Mike." You say putting his arm around your shoulder to help lift him. You get him to sit on the bench while you get some alcohol wipes and bandage. "Ahh hahaha fuck that hurts." Michael whines when you use the wipe. "Your fault." you mutter.

"Look Y/N I'm sorry I yelled. I don't like fighting and Luke is right if I keep acting like a dick I'm gonna lose you. I think that's why I get angry with you, because I'm scared to lose you." He says looking down at his feet. "I don't care about that Michael I care about the fact that you're cutting again. You told me you would stop!" You say starting to wrap his wrist. "You told me I wouldn't have to do this again for you." You say looking into his soft, sad green eyes. "I remember." He whispers.

"Then how did we end up here?" You say using a safety pin to hold the bandage in place. "Because I'm a dick who doesn't deserve you. I really don't Y/N. I fucking yelled at you and stormed off leaving you to cry, not caring what happened. What boyfriend does that? I'm seriously better off dead because you definitely deserve better than whatever I am-"

"Michael Clifford don't you dare fucking say that. Yes you can be an asshole sometimes but I do it aswell. You're a fucking amazing boyfriend and if anything I don't deserve you. I need you alive and so do the boys. Without you I wouldn't be here because you are the only thing keeping me alive and I hope you realise we go together or we don't go down at all, do you understand me?" You say. "Yes Mam. Now" Michael replies with a slight smile, standing up making you feel instantly short since he towers over you. "C'mere." He says pulling you close and crashing his lips onto yours.