The Waterfall

Chapter 1: A New Begining

     I'm not sure why out of all seven billion people in the world it had to happen to me. I never wanted it to at least... it was always a blur whenever I'd sit in my room and piece together the recent tragedies in my life. For example, my whole family died in a car accident a few years ago. Not only did that make me upset but, my boyfriend (at the time), Anthony had just committed suicide, leaving a note saying "Blame Rosie."
     I don't know what I did wrong?! I was always supportive towards Anthony... he wasn't too supportive back of course. He did have a drinking problem, was a drug addict, and had childhood problems but he ended it all way to soon. I loved Anthony, I don't think I do anymore but I for sure did at the time!
     As I was sitting down in my bed overthinking what the words "Blame Rosie" could have meant but now I know. It was because of that one time... he wasn't feeling (right) and he was as usual physically taking his anger out on me. Of course I didn't appreciated that one bit so I told him off by screaming the words "I wouldn't care if you drove your ugly ass van into a 100 foot ditch you asshole!" Now I know... my words got to him.
I can't afford to pity myself any longer! I finally applied to my dream job as a photographer and found a nice one person apartment close to my office! This is a new beginning, of course it will be hard without the support of my family or motivational words from Anthony but, that was all in the past! This is my brand new beginning, and not to sound to cheerful but... I think I'm going to like it! 😁