Reaching Out For Someone I Can't See

5- Near You

Rizz pov:

OH MY GOSH!!! IS THIS TRUE!! THEY ARE COMING HERE!!!! I CAN'T BELEIVE THIS IS HAPPENING!!! I WILL SEE THEM!!!

I screamed in my mind that i cant take off my happiness because they will come here! For the past years that they have done a concert here, i cant even come because my parents said that i was too young to come and it will be hard for me to attend because a concert was too crowded that there is a possibility that i could get lost. So i felt sad for myself that i wished i was old enough to make my parents agree to watch the concert. But now that im turning 16, they let me come but im with my cousins. Yes me and my cousins planned to come and watch the concert thats why im allowed to.

The up coming concert will be after 2 months it means i can still prepare my budget for it. Aisshh i wish my friends can come with me but basically they are not into this kinds of things.

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1 month passed

Me and my cousin is now on the ticket booth. It was a long line! We were on the middle of the line now, it gets tiring but its for my dream so i stand still.

My cousin told me"The line was too long! Im so hungry and tired".

"Yeah it was tiring! Even my legs is hurting but it's for my dream to see them and you also, so we can do this! Fighting" as i talked to her to make ourselves happy until we reached the first line of the ticket booth.

"YES!!!! We have the ticket now~~" we both said while dancing because the joy is taking over us.

"We can see them next month! We have to be prepared. Make sure your heart is ready because you will see him. Also your voice Rizz i know what will you do" she told me as if i will lose myself at the concert which is too exaggerated.

I laughed and say " My heart is ready. Im sure of it. Dont worry i'll scream his name on the top of my lungs and say I love you  Jeize!".

Well i cant stop my self. Its been 5 years since i fell in love with him. I still remember when i cried because Im not allowed to come at the concert, when he was in the same place near his female idol that everyone thinks he has a crush on her. Even me I just think that too and it hurts my heart, i cried because of that and i dont even know why should i cry on someone who didnt know i exist in this world. But i just think positive.

"Yeah yeah Jeize's wife. Im.really sure you will do that. By the way when we get at my home, are you coming back to your town?" She asked me because i live in the other hometown far for hers.

I told her "Yes. I need to go back since i have alot of something to do for my studies" Projects. Thats what i have to do. I need to study hard for my future. *smirks* *blush* 

"Okay then. Lets go home im tired and i know you're tired too"

We get in the car and start to play a music on our own earphone. I felt sleepy and she felt too. I take a look at her struggling how can she sleep peacefully in her sit.

I tap my lap and told her "here, you can use my lap as your pillow so that you can sleep".

She used my lap as her pillow and thanked me and sleep peacefully. Even i was uncomfortable and i cant sleep, i just let her sleep because thats how i cared to everyone that is special to me. When we got to her home, i slept at her family's house to rest and tomorrow i will have to go back home.

After 1 month

While we were at the car on the wat to the concert we talked alot and sing with hand gestures (dance). That is what we always do when we were going to every trip.

When we arrive the place where the concert will be held, we get our things and arrive the front of the venue. There are so many people but how can i find Cass. T^T