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hi niall,
They're back. The thoughts are back and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to stay strong, for you, I really am, but I don't know how long I will be able to keep going. I don't know how many days there left for me to meet you, but I do know that I can't wait any longer. I'm breaking down again, and I need you, I knew that it wouldn't last long, whenever I start feeling better, it never lasts long.
I don't want to disappoint you. I wanted to take pills again yesterday, but I mentally slapped myself for even thinking about it, I knew that if I touched them again, you would hate me, or you would be disappointed in me and that's what I'm trying not to do. I wish time would go by faster.
I've been watching your videos over and over again, every day. I can't wait to be standing in front of you, finally, after all these years, i'm going to be seeing you with my own eyes, in real life, not a video anymore, but real life, reality. I love you niall.
Love,
Ashley *:･✧
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Lol, i'm so sorry if you don't like this story at all, I feel like you guys hate it lol, so i'm sorry.
I'll promise the updates will be better!
Love you lots !
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letters || niall horan.
FanficShe writes him letters, almost every day, she tells him her biggest secrets, her biggest fearS. She trusts him, but he? He has no clue who she is and that she even exists. We're talking about a girl named Ashley Anderson and a boy named Niall Horan...
