I love you more than I can ever scream. (Andy Biersack love story)

Chapter 12

I woke up in the middle of the night/early morning being sick again. Fuck, I'm really not well, I don't know whats wrong with me. I washed my mouth out and brushed my teeth and I climbed back into bed. I looked at the time and it read 4:30am. I noticed Andy wasn't beside me like he usually would be. I got up out of bed and I went to the front of the bus to see Jinxx and Sammi laying on the couch cuddled upto eachother asleep with the telly on. I looked around all the bunks and Jake and CC were gone too. They can't surely still be out drinking at this time can they? Fuck they must be really drunk.

I felt like I was gonna be sick again so I rushed to the toilet and threw up. I sat on the bathroom floor with my head on the toilet seat for a couple of minutes when I heard someone stumbling through the door. I flushed the toilet and washed my mouth out quickly and ran out the bathroom. I hoped it would be Andy but it was Jake and CC completely drunk out of their minds. Andy wasn't with them and I was worried. 

"Where is Andy?" I asked sternly

Jake and CC started laughing and they were stumbling everywhere. I rolled my eyes at them and laughed because it was quite funny but I was really worried about Andy. Why isn't he with them?

"No guys seriously, where is Andy?"

They started laughing again and then they went to their bunks and shut the curtain. I got really pissed off. I stormed to CC's bunk and I pulled the curtain open and he was asleep. I started shaking him but he wasn't waking up.

"CC WAKE THE FUCK UP NOW!"

He still wouldn't wake up so I went over to Jake's bunk and I pulled his curtain open too and started shaking him. He wouldn't wake up either.

"Jake if you don't wake the fuck up now I am gonna rip your balls off and make you wear them as earrings" He still wouldn't wake up. "JAKE!!!!" I shouted.

I went back into the living area and I seen Jinxx waking up slowly. I had tears in my eyes at this point because I was really concerned about Andy.

"Whats all the shouting about?" Jinxx asked rubbing his eyes

"I don't know where Andy is Jinxx, it's half 4 in the morning and he hasn't came home with Jake and CC" I said. I was shaking like a leaf, he could be anywhere. And no doubt that he is probably drunk out of his mind like Jake and CC are. Although, I am surprised that Ashley didn't go out with them.

"What really? When did Jake and CC come home?" Jinxx asked me

"Like 5 minutes ago. I asked them where Andy was but they were just laughing with eachother and went to their bunks and went to sleep. I tried waking them up but they wouldn't" A tear slipped down my cheek "I'm really scared Jinxx, do you know where they went"

"Hey don't cry, he is probably okay" Jinxx said as he got up and put his arms around me. "And no I don't know where they went tonight, sorry"

Sammi started to wake up and she noticed that I was crying and she shot up instantly.

"Shit whats wrong Kay?!" She asked putting her hand on my shoulder

"Andy hasn't came home with Jake and CC and it's half 4 in the morning and I'm really worried"

"Shit" She whispered. 

"Fuck, I'm gonna be sick again"

I rushed to the toilet with Sammi and Jinxx rushing after me and I threw up in the toilet while Sammi was holding my hair back and Jinxx was getting me a glass of water. I took the glass from Jinxx and I rinsed my mouth with it. I fell back down to the floor breathing heavily. I felt really weak.