-ayee bitches , so i really don't know what to write anymore and i hate that sfm , i feel blocked and i can't come up with something at the moment , which is weird because whenever i write everything just starts coming out naturally , i already thought about my next book , hopefully it'll be better than this ugly ass one lmao , i don't usually warn people before reading but , read at your own risk , also if anyone's confused , don't hesitate to send me messages i'll gladly answer , enjoy the chapter!
J A S O N ' S P O V
she finally fell asleep in my arms , she looked so peaceful and innocent , i couldn't help but smile down at her , thinking how perfectly she fits into my arms , how cute she is when she blushes , or when she bites her lip when she gets nervous , god that turned me on so much , i just want to grab her face and kiss her like there's no tomorrow , tell her how beautiful she is , tell her how i really feel , sadly none of this was going to happen because i'm a pussy , and i tend to push away the people i care about , i've never been in love before , it feels weird being attached to only one girl , a girl who's different than any other one i've had any relations with , the way she looks at me gives me butterflies in my stomach , whenever she's around , i get nervous , i never get nervous , i let out a frustrated sigh because all of these emotions collapsing on me , damn the things this girl does to me , its like she got me under a sort of spell which was impossible to break. Suddenly my phone started to vibrate , grabbing it from beside me i check my texts
ZAC 4:00 AM
McCann , get your ass down here as soon as you can its an emergency
rolling my eyes at my phone i started to type
JASON 4:00 AM
what happened ?
ZAC 4:01 AM
quit bitching around and come down here NOW
sighing , i place my phone in my back pocket , slowly lifting myself from under the covers so i wouldn't wake her up , i pecked her forehead before heading to her balcony , lifting first my right leg over the fence , then the other i grab into the pipes and i let my body fall into her backyard , i jogged to my black Audi , bringing the engine to life i drove away from the driveway hitting the road to get to our warehouse , i wonder what's so important that he had to drag me there in the middle of the night
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parking my car , i killed the engine , taking my keys out while stepping outside the car and i quickly shut the door behind me , reaching to the door and before i even knock Zac had already opened the door for me
"took you long enough" he said
"but i'm here" i brushed pass him greeting the others , taking a seat on the black sofa making myself comfortable
"so? what's so important?" i asked pulling a pack of cigarettes out of my pocket lighting one putting it between my middle and index finger
"its Mason" was all he said
"that son of a bitch i stabbed , isn't he dead or something?" dragging on my cigarette which was coming to an end
"turns out he isn't , and he won't stop until he gets to you" josh said
"like that dickhead can lay a finger on me" i scoffed while licking my lips throwing my head back
"Jason , you can't take him down on your own" Xander said making me stand up
