My life.

Chapter 1

I honestly don't understand why arguments have to start. It all starts with a little problem, and then it turns into a big fight that lasts the whole day.

Hi, I'm Milly, and I'm 14 years old. Right now, I have no one I could talk too. You're probably asking if I have any friends. Well yeah I do, but I don't think they would understand much. My parents? Well yeah, but they never listen, it just goes through one ear and out the other. My parents doesn't understand me, my personality. They want me to become a complete different person. My parents have never really understood me, they think they do but actually they don't. They will probably never even know me, the actual me. I know that sounds crazy, but it's true.

Try being in my shoes for a whole day, and see if you last. Yeah I don't think you would. My parents are super strict. All they want me to do is do well at school. All they want me to do is be an straight A student. I know that doesn't really sound strict. But is is. They would yell at me if I get in the 50's for my test result. I tell them that that's a pass, but they would consider it as a fail. I understand why they are doing that. It's a private school, it's an expensive school, and they want me to have the best for the future. It's also really hard to focus at school when you have many problems inside you that you can't really speak to anyone, because you don't really have anyone reliable to talk too.

For those who go to the same school as me. You might see me around the place smiling, laughing and being all happy. I can tell you right now, that's all fake. All of its fake. Deep down, I'm actually miserable and is in a lot of pain. It might not look like it at school, but if you look straight into my eyes, you would be able to see it.

I'm a person that's really shy and quiet. I'm not very pretty, not very popular, and in guess that's why I'm not very socially active like other girls are in my grade. At school, I don't have many friends, I only have a few that I trust. That sounds like I'm a bit of a loner, but hey, that's life, and you just have to go with it,