In Love with Him

Now  I know your probably thinking " here we go with another love story" and im not going to lie to you this another love story ... But... i bet i can keep you on the edge of your seat / bed where ever you have your butt ..Lol.. that was funny no but seriously listen, this is my story just check it out.

Hi my name is Ha ni , Goeum Ha Ni Yes im Korean .. well more like my mother is korean and father well he's black , yeah i know it sounds ... weird, but anyway i lived with my father here in L.A for a while and let me tell you i was happy and i mean very happy , my mother well , she's a succecor for a Big Industry in korea and her father didnt think it was a good idea for us well more like my father to be in her life ,, but hey thats all about to change in about .. one line from now .

As i walk down the block towards my house i blasted my faverite song " oHHHHHHHHH , SOMETIMES I GET A GOOD FEELING , I GET A FEELING THAT I NEVA EVA EVA FELT BEFORE OH YEAH I GET A -" i wouldve finished the rest if it wasnt for Mrs.Stanberg my annoying next door neighbor that women knew how to make some boring and i mean worse then staring at a damn wall with wet paint waiting for it to dry , " hey Mrs S, tending to your graden again?" i say to her passing by as quick as i could i dindnt really care about it at all i just wanted to be nice for a seccond Litterally. I walk into the house finally feeling the AC breeze hit my face and i smile " Dad!!!!!!!!" i scream out knowing today he would be home i walk around the house only to find him concentrating on a letter in his hands i walk up behing him and saw my name " hey whats-" he cuts me off by turning around quickly and turning around to look at me , his brown eyes were so sad today and i knew something was up i walk around the table to sit infront of him. " spill it" i say to him as he stares at me for a seccond then taking a deep breath " its your mother" he said as he passes the letter to me " she wants you to come live with her" he says softly and i stare down at the paper as my heart pounded so loud i swear my ears were moving by themselves. i keep staring at it then finally getting up without even picking it up and make my way up the stairs " Hani" dad calls out after me on the bottom of the stares " no dad" i said , i didnt want to have nothing to do with her my mind went completly blank " why.... why do this to us , do this to me" i say to myself as i think about a mother who abandoned the man she loved and her child. i lay in bed looking up at the ceiling then rolling over as the tears in my eyes flow. i didnt know when i actually fell asleep but i did only to wake up with the letter next to my head i grab it for a second ready to smash it up and throw it out of the window but , i couldnt do that i wanted to see what she had to say.

Dear Ha NI - Yah,

I know this might seem sudden and you may hate me , actually i dont know if you'll actually read this letter but Hopefully you do. Ha Ni i miss you so much , there hasnt been a day that goes by that i dont think about you , i know you have a lot of questions and your father did his best to answer them for you. But Ha Ni  i would love it if you would come to Seoul and stay with me and the family , i know you dont want to leave your fathers side but Honey Please do this for me, Ive watched you grow up from the shadows and ive kept every picture and every Video of you ,  i want to be there now and be able to hold my daughter, i hope you understand me

                                                                                                 Love, Mom

My tears hit the paper as my eyes blurred out from my tears , she was right i had alot of questions and my father has tried his best to make me understand but a teenage girl living without a mother was just too much, i slide out of bed with the letter in my hand and ran downstairs hoping dad hasnt left for the office yet lucky for me he was waiting at the bottom of the stairs , i ran to him as he opened his arms and i jumped into them as i cried , he takes a deep breath and kisses my forehead " its okay , ill be alright trust me " he said knowing what i was going to say , i look up at him and smile " thanks dad" i said and he smiles as he took me into his arms again.

Its been two weeks since that day and ive already waved goodbye to my friends and enemies even boring Mrs Stanberg felt sad after she found out i left , i mean who else will climb a tree to get her cat without it attacking , As the plain landed and i got off the plane i could say one thing the air was much cleaner then the air from LA , in a way i felt weird since people were staring at me, as i walk out i see a women with a card that said my full name and i walk towards her " (Hansang Nida Naleul chajneun Yongseo?) excuse me are you looking for me?" i asked her as she looked over at me then smiled " Ha Ni Yah!!!" she said as she grabbed me and huged me , one thing i knew was she was not my mother. " Ha Ni , do you remember me ?.. its me Jun So your Old nanny" she said smiling bright and i smile trying to lie " Oh!! Jun So how are you its been so long " i said and she nodded " yes come on your mother is freaking out since your flight was delade" she said as we walk out and i see a line of cars " um..." i say to her as she held the door open to one of them " whats wrong?" she said " why do we need so many for only one person?" i said and she smiles " for security your a very special girl" she said as we jumped into the car and headed towards my mothers home.

when we finally arrived to the mansion i was suprised well more like shocked to see what i seen , maids and butlers were ligned up from the car to the house and boy let me tell you it was a long walk there had to be atleast couple hundred of them , i walked towards the house and opened well the door man opened the front door and i walked inside to see the huge spiral stairs and my mother standing with who i persume was her husband and another guy who was younger maybe around my age, as i walked towards her she had a smile on her face and seemed like she was ready to cry " Mom" i said but in a way of questioning as if i didnt really know if it was her or not " Ha Ni " she says as she walked towards me with her arms wide open , ofcourse i let her hug me i wasnt going to be rude but at the same time , you ever had those times you just want to smack someone in the face , well yeah i imagined that but in reality i just couldnt do it to her.

" Ha Ni how are you?" the man that was standing with her said i looked over at him from my mothers shoulder and smiled " i am well thank you " i said as i pulled back away from my mother " it is nice to finally meet you Ha Ni Yah" he said and i nodded knowing now he was defenetly my mothers Husband " uh- this is my son Jun" he said as i looked over at him you could say he was pretty normal , he was tall and masculine like a typical guy. Afer  mom introduced me to my step father and step brother sun Jo i was shown to my room and boy was i happy it was the size of a penthouse.i layed my head on my pillow to send myself off on a journey.

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NOTHING REALLY HAPPENS ON THE FIRST PAGE WELL ^^^^^^^^ BUT THE NEXT PART IS WHEN THINGS GET WELL..... COMPLICATED