Neighbors | PJM [18+]

Chapter Four: The List

This chapter is a bit explicit soz. I'm just warning you if you can't tell by the line you see following this warning lmao

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CAT WATCHED A LOT OF PORN.

She really watched a lot when she was teen, first turned to it by her friends, as she was friends with mostly guys in high school who praised sites like PornHub and XXX Files for the chicks and their effective performance. That was when she learned she wasn't easily aroused, not by the rough fυcĸing of women who seemed to be Mr. Fantastic when it came to positions or the ministrations these women went through to please the men within the videos (men, as in multiple).

She was the daughter of Puerto Rican migrants who preached no sex till marriage, so she had no other idea of what was expected of women during sex besides the portrayal of them in porn, and it ultimately detoured her in high school from partaking in it. By then, any ache that she felt between her hips, she discovered could be fixed by her, so raging hormones couldn't force her to act out sexually. Even when she learned that sex wasn't was it was portrayed like in those videos, she found distaste in her mouth at the thought. Old habits die hard.

She used porn more so in the years that followed her adolescence as a reference—a sex encyclopedia if you will. Through her own discoveries, she referenced porn to understand positions, phrasings, the human body, and more. She realized through self-discovery and a lot of smut that she had a thing for hands and thighs, and through porn realized the ways in which those two body parts came into sexual play, and how kinks and understanding what one liked played a major function in achieving sexual satisfaction.

So if you asked why she was up at 12 am after having watched porn for 3 hours straight, that would be the explanation she'd given you: she was trying to find out what she liked, and what she needed to learn more about.

She was making a freaking list.

Hands were an easier thing to navigate because typically everyone had them. She'd settled into the comfort of her bed after showering and changing into her typically shorts and tank top with her laptop in tow and searched fingering videos to understand the go of things. She'd watched videos with women bent in varying positions: over men, under them. It was through this she discerned that she liked the idea of being on top—riding.

And so began her list.

1. Fingering

2. Riding

2 felt vague so Cat added a note.

> fingers and other body parts

Riding acted a transition to the next topic of study: thighs.

Something not everyone had was thighs. Literally—hopefully—they did, yes, but not everyone had thighs that you could ride, or would want to. There was a thickness to them, similar to fingers, that made thighs attractive and made liquid heat fill the space between Cat's hips with an intensity that made her squirm. The thickness was attractive for both men and women, and could be attributed to muscularity or simply chubbies—either or made Cat's heart palpitate.

Thigh riding was a very particular area of fascination. A kink. It had videos with millions of views that affirmed Cat's appreciation was shared with others, and maybe videos between with the couple, typically younger, making out in various settings: a couch, bed, car. Things would get heated, the kiss deepening, and the moans that the movement of the male's tongue in the female's mouth made Cat's head tilt. No kiss had ever been moan eliciting.