Jae is sleeping on my couch, his hair falling into his face and I still can't believe he is mine. It's been a few months since we became boyfriends and I still consider myself the luckiest man on earth for having this literal angel by my side.
We've been friends for a really long time now, but being able to call him my lover feels even better than just being best friends. When we first told Sunjin about our relationship, he had laughed and hugged us, asking what took so long. I guess our feelings were a bit obvious to everyone but ourselves.
Although I have to admit it was probably my fault, we didn't become a couple earlier. A few days ago Jae had confessed how he payed for all my hospital visits in the last months and I'm not afraid to admit that I cried a little afterwards. I was the reason he dropped out of college and worked in that horrible little coffee shop, six times a week. I had wanted to scold him for giving up his dream of becoming a music teacher and maybe finding the next international superstar in one of his classes. But I couldn't even say two words, voicing my opinion on his really dumb decision, before he interrupted me with a sweet kiss.
He always did that when I was feeling stressed or sad and it was an almost addicting feeling. Whenever the little children at work where screaming into my ears I smile a little, thinking about how Jae will kiss me in the evening when I would rant about how annoying little kids were. He'd remind me that I loved kids and was only stressed. He told me many times that he can't wait to see me with our own child.
Of course we both decided it was still to early for children, he only said these kind of teasing things to see my 'adorable blush' how he calls it. I can't help it, but whenever he is being a perfect gentleman, giving me compliments or just being a perfect boyfriend in general, my face heats up and I look like a tomato. He's also been sleeping over at mine more often and I love to see his beautiful face first thing in the morning.
I admit I'v dreamed multiple times of Jae and I moving into a little apartment together, but it always ends with us breaking up because it was too early and put too much pressure onto our relationship. I was scared that this dream could become a reality, so I never talked with Jae about it. I didn't want to worry him and if I'm honest I think he will use my scary dream and prove me I'm wrong by buying a little apartment and surprising me. I didn't want that. I wanted it to be his own decision if he wanted to see me every time he came home. Now he always had to chance to just leave when he was feeling stressed and didn't want to argue with me. If we move in together, we would have to find a way to speak about things right when they were happening, not like a week later, which we do right now. We both need time to adjust to a bad situation before we're ready to talk about our feelings. Maybe I should talk to Jae about my dreams?
There was always a possibility that it could go wrong, but who knows? I can't look into the future and maybe it works out between us? It could bring us closer together and maybe help us to open up to each other.
So what did you think of this chapter from our lovely Young K's PoV? And do you want them to move in together or wait a bit?
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Fanfic"So you think all of this is in no way weird or inappropiate , do you?" "Well yes. We're best friends, we do this kind of stuff. As friends. " "If you're just friends, then do tell me, Jaehyung, why he is listed as Park Younghyun in our system?"
