Identity Disorder *Cashby* (boyxboy)

Chapter 1- Always Attract

Alan's POV

Oh man it feels great to be touring again! I've been waiting for this all my life. Our 2nd Album did great and it's just amazing our record label let us do this tour. We have so many fans i never thought we would have so many. I mean I'm just a kid from a small town that got bullied for loving what makes me happy. It would be so cliché to say dream do come true, but they can if you don't give up, woah, Alan you sound so girly.

It feels amazing to be with my friends and being able to be in band with them. Austin, Aaron , Phil, Tino, and I have been so busy lately. Its so much work putting everything together but trust me its so worth it.

All in all it's been an amazing experience for everyone. Touring around the world, seeing so many beautiful places. Oh and don't forget the beautiful faces! Haha. I can't believe it though it's all so surreal.

"I still can't believe we are doing this!" Aaron yelled. This made me laugh, there's something wrong with our bassist. "Calm down Aaron geez wake the damn world why don't you." Phil replied. These guys never fail man, never.

"Hey guys come on we need to plan for our show tonight." I'm being serious we need to be perfect. I sound so desperate. "I know Alan , we all know so let's get to work." Tino said as we got back to working on the set list.

"So i was thinking this is how it could go...

1. The Flood

2. When you can't sleep at night

3. Purified

4. Let Live

Then we obviously take a break and get to know the crowd. Then we will go to

5. O.g Loko

6. My understandings

7. The great hendowski

8. Repeating apologizes?"

It took them awhile to think. "Yes that sounds perfect." They all said. Great now i can just chill for awhile. "Great now I'll see you later tonight I'm gonna get a quick nap, I'm so tired."

I went straight to the back of our bus. I didn't get much sleep last night. Ugh. It sucks tbh.

~later that day around 6:30 p.m.~

Austin's POV

I woke up with a rather big headache. Damn it why now?? I slowly got up grabbed by slipknot tee and some skinny jeans and made my to the bathroom to change. I looked at myself in the mirror. I hated the person staring back at me. I'm such a loser.My ex is the reason I'm so insecure, i really can't believe she cheated on me.

Oh well let's move on i thought to myself.

I made my way to the front of the bus. But no one was there. Must be in the venue by now. I shut the tv off and walked out of the bus.

I made my way backstage where i found Tino. "Hey dude." I said with a smile. "Hey man! I'm glad you finally got up i was a little worried you might not make it." Was i really sleeping that long? "I'm sorry man i got this big headache but I'm up now." He gave me a small laugh. "Thats alright i hope it goes away we start in about 20 minutes."

I walked up to the gates where i see some of our fans. They started screaming my name. Aww they are so cute.

"Hey guys!" They started screaming louder. Woah. I decided to take some picture with some of them and sign some things. I love doing this it makes me so happy seeing them happy.

"Hey Austin this letter came for you this morning." Our tour manager got my attention. I walked over to him and grabbed it. "Thanks"

I walked back stage and pulled open the letter. It says its from "your biggest fan." I'm gonna read this now.