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Stood in the rain and watched you go

I feel a lump in my throat

And this is far from joy

                                   -Ellie Goulding "JOY"

        That's all i could do, watch him leave.

The same old 'I'm going out with the guys". After awhile, i stopped questioning, my body couldn't take anymore bruises and i couldn't shed anymore tears,. I'd run out of excuses to tell those who were brave enough to question them.  After the first hit, i was scared, no, frightened of him. I had broken it off and left. He came to me 3 days later, begging and pleading for me to take him back. For God's sake, he was on his knees. So, i did.

Stupid.

Naive.

Dumb.

Gullible. 

I was all those things and more, someone please tell me, 

Where did my JOY go?

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HIIIIIIIIIII, so I attempted my own book. It's based off the song 'Joy" by Ellie Goulding. Umm, so as you all know, "Forever A Cheater' is NOT my book, so i decided to see how my writing affects people. Anyways, if this book does okay, i'll be updating a lot more, especially FAC. so.......

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 26, 2014 ⏰

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