My Suicidal Baby

intro - "love scars"

"saiyare", the substitute teacher called out attendance.

saiyare didn't say anything. she had her headphones in. she needs to listen to music. it helps with her depression and bipolar disorders. music keeps her calm.

she also tried to commit suicide. but that didn't work out. so she cuts herself. she wears short sleeves and shorts all the time. she didn't care. the teachers and staff and everybody else knew better than to say anything.

everybody knew. that's why she barely had friends. she only had kya, ayla, chanel, and irie. they are the only people who took time to know her. they've been best friends ever since toddlers. when she was listening to music, she was actually a cool person. unless you took her music away. then all hell would break loose.

the teachers knew too. but the teacher wasn't here today. and this sub didn't know anything about her.

"saiyare. is saiyare here?", the teacher called out again. the students in the class looked around and pointed to saiyare. who had her headphones in looking straight ahead. not paying attention to anything.

the teacher walked up to saiyare desk and slammed his hand on her desk causing her to look up. not too phased by his actions.

"you don't hear me calling you girl?", the teacher yelled at her.

she paused her music and looked up at the teacher. "you have 5 seconds to move away from me. or else you get it".

"im the teacher. you don't talk to me like that", the teacher snarled at her.

the students just watched in awe. the argument took time away from anyone doing school work.

one of those students being taymor. he was always attracted to saiyare because she was quiet and different. she was like a closed book waiting to be read. taymor wanted to be the one to read her.

"i will talk to you however way i like", saiyare smirked at the teacher.

"i will call your parents".

"go ahead. here's the number", she gave him the number and the teacher gasped. saiyare laughed in her head knowing her parents was dead. she killed them. they took away her music. now she lives with kya. "now you can leave me alone and i can listen to my music".

the teacher snatched her phone and headphones away. saiyare felt anger rise in her.

"i'll give you 5 seconds to give my shit back", saiyare growled.

the teacher laughed. "she's not gonna do anything", the teacher thought to himself.

"1. 2. 3. 4....... 5", she pounced on him.

the teacher stumbled back. she bit his shoulder and he screeched out in excruciating pain.

this bite wasnt a regular bite. her teeth was like sabor tooth tiger teeth. they didn't look like it though. they looked like regular teeth.

that's how she killed her parents.

saiyare kept biting him until he laid there dead. she took her stuff from his hand.

"free time i guess", she said to the class.

the students stared at her in complete fear. they didn't know she could do that.

saiyare went back to her seat and played her music. taymor got out of his seat and walked to saiyare. he took a seat and sat infront of her desk.

she paused her music again. she gave him a "you've seen what happened and i don't have a problem doing it again" look.

taymor laughed at the face. "chill you can play your music out loud".

saiyare chuckled and took out her headphones and played the music out loud. saiyare mostly listened to xxx, trippie redd, drake, wifis funeral, ski, tory lanez, a boogie, partynextdoor, tank, wale, j.cole, jeremih, youngboy, kodak black, lil uzi, and pnb rock. she loved old school, too. she listened to tupac, biggie, michael jackson, and aaliyah. (R.I.P legends. we forever love you) "love scars" was the one that was playing right now.

"so why you here talking to me?", saiyare asked taymor.

"i just wanna get to know you. youre like a closed book waiting to be read. i want to be the one that reads you".

saiyare never had a problem with friends. she just never did relationships because of what her ex did to her. well really what she did to her ex. but we will get into that later. she never let people in easily. her own best friends still didnt know anything about her past.

"um sure. but i have to listen to music so get used to that", saiyare smiled at taymor.

"yeah sure. ion care".

"you wanna hang out with me and my friends after school", taymor asked saiyare.

"yeah sure. me and my friends could hang out with you and your friends".

"you have friends", taymor joked.

"hahahaha. don't get cut", saiyare said in a serious tone.

taymor kept quiet. he believed she would actually pull out a knife from her purse and cut him.

"do you have a knife in your bag. im just wondering".

"yeah. you wanna see", she said about to pull out the knife.

taymor stopped her "no it's okay. i was just wondering".

"oh okay".

New book, who dis .

okay last book i swear. i just got inspired from a song and i was like "bitch if you don't write this shit, you will get cut"

i hope y'all like

i will be updating this book more because i actually have plans for this book

Iceyyyyy yurrr 😍🤤😭😏