i've been trying to forgive you. from the top of your head to the soles of your feet. using alcohol and ice cream as erasers of the memories.
i've been trying. but it's as hard as it was for you to walk away from temptation and lust and stay faithful to me.
i tried to start over. but images of you gyrating with that women in my bed haunt me. pictures of the startled look on your face ,when i screamed and plunged the knife through your chest, plague me. hot tears, fear,remorse, and hatred keep me up late at night.
i've been trying to forgive you . but i cant ,so i hope, somehow, you'll be able to forgive me. from the top of my head to the soles of my feet. because the alcohol and ice cream cant erase what i did.
this is the first of many i am going to publish so please comment
